1. |
My Only Lonely
04:05
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cupid shot an arrow
broke through bone marrow
dream afloat in anger
promise dies of hunger
you become the reason for belief
that i am just waiting for something to happen
for someone who wants to be
my only
my only forever
my only
well, i'd rather
be
lonely with my anger
baby
lonely
they say you've spread around the word
that i am just open 24/7
for someone who wants to be
my only
my only forever
my only
well, i'd rather
be
lonely with my anger
baby
lonely
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2. |
Tried and Died
03:49
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picture frames
on the wall
take them down
rise and fall
write my name
on this page
let it out
from its cage
shake it off
thousand ways
such a shame
you moved too late
bird released
into the wild
you laid and lied
you tried and died
missed your chance
missed the boat
now time has passed
it's all a mess
there's one love less
should head up west
you'll say goodbye
go miles and miles
i'll be the same
in this suburban game
such a shame
you moved too late
bird released
into the wild
you laid and lied
you tried and died
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3. |
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where are my pills
where are my heels
it's so dark
i can't find my soul
where is my mind
where is the wine
the bottle's so far
i don't have control
i gotta get out of here
i gotta be alone
i gotta get out of here
i gotta be at home
i look to my left
there you are
your body's so nice
bathed in blood and desire
i look to my right
there you are
your eyes are shut tight
stuck at the end of time
i gotta get out of here
can someone drive me home
i gotta get out of here
can someone drive me home
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4. |
Howls
03:45
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love went extinct a long time ago
before they all stopped the show
don't listen now
they're just howls
from wolves roaming around
hunting in packs
don't listen now
they're just howls
they're just waiting around
hunting
love went extinct a long time ago
all's covered in snow and wild roses grow
love went extinct a long time ago
all bricks and stones and broken bones
don't listen now
they're just howls
from wolves roaming around
hunting in packs
don't listen now
they're just howls
they're just waiting around
hunting
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5. |
Blister
02:29
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i went and bit my lip
now it's all swollen
i bit it fucking hard
now i look like
i got into a fight
i have a blister kind of life
here's the key
and just drive
find the door
find a guy
here's the map
find the gap
between your world
and mine
i have a blister kind of life
here i am
looking for a grave
here i am
trying to be brave
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6. |
Peace or Pieces
04:26
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he said choose one or the other
his fists on my face
peace or pieces
there's only one room
there's only one room for one of those
there's only one room
lies or love
you can't have both
he said just choose the right hand
then he gives me the left
and he leaves me bereft
no sight or sound
just death or delusion now
in my little witch house
there's only one room
there's only one room for one of those
there's only one room
lies or love
you can't have both
peace or pieces
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7. |
Evidence
02:07
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you want to keep me a secret
that's fine by me
you wake up
with the sting in your eyes
you make up
a hundred thousand lies
to tell your friends
about how your night ends
you wake up
with rings around your eyes
you make up
your bed so you can hide
the evidence
of me in your life
the shame of another woman
who's not your wife
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8. |
Videos and Photographs
04:49
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if you remember me
then i don't care if everybody else forgets
it's in the way you looked at me
it's in the way you spoke to me
you found me
face down on the kitchen floor
you loved me
my name is tattooed inside your bottom lip
it's in the way you looked at me
it's in the way you spoke to me
videos and photographs
all hushed and tremulous
well, now you seem to be doing okay
i think you're going to survive
you're gonna lose this memory
it's fading fast as it should be
too traumatic an imagery
if you remember me
then i don't care if everybody else forgets
it's in the way you looked at me
it's in the way you spoke to me
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9. |
Lizzy
02:04
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A sliver of light
lands on Lizzy's body,
on her ashy elbows,
charred areolas,
melanin ridden knees
and these parts
instantly become
his favorites.
He is rock hard
as he sees
Lizzy's nipple,
dark and brown,
with little strands
of frizzy hair
sprouting from
its edges.
He traces
the prominent dick vein of his,
imagining how it would taste,
how it would feel
to suck on it.
Maybe he'd draw blood.
Would her blood
be ruby red?
He wonders
if it's green
like alien nectar.
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10. |
Monkey Island 2
03:12
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running in the dirt
until my feet begin to hurt
seeing the world through fresh eyes
living selfishly for once tonight
taking a shower after
washing the ruin from my hands
wish i could make you understand
this is the truest thing i've began
monkey island
you will always be a sanctuary
monkey island
you will always set me free
beneath the fire and the sorrow
is a solid love i can't let go
maybe it's for you or for myself
but i will never put it in a shelf
beneath the frozen ocean
is a solid core of emotion
maybe it's for you or for everyone else
but it's better than our private hells
monkey island
you will always be a sanctuary
monkey island
you will always set me free
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11. |
T&T
02:15
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thomas kinda died
fixing cars in the side
his fingers bled and dried
playing songs in bars at night
then he met a girl online
long conversations while on skype
no sleep tonight
no sleep tonight
sunrise came and went
she was his and he was spent
the love he gave he meant
she seemed to care which was heaven sent
because he loved a girl online
exchanging promises line by line
no sleep tonight
no sleep tonight
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12. |
From Here On Out
02:50
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light a candle
drip the wax
let the fire go
until we go black
thunder and lightning
early in the morning
they can happen
impossible things
like you predicted
whole world ending
this affair stopping
it's like you said
from here on out
there's nothing to do
leave it all in doubt
we can save it
fuse it together
love and misery
tangled forever
it's like you said
from here on out
there's nothing to do
leave it all in doubt
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13. |
Simple Pleasures
03:28
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breathe into me for the last time
it's a simple pleasure of mine
i really miss you
thinking about the things we do
planning before hand
before life took us
apart from the other thing i used to say
there is one last statement i need to release today
i would rather
be alone forever
than be with someone else
haunted by your memory
if you're gone
remember me
if you're gone away and you're with somebody
you can always say that i've been a part of your life
you can always say goodbye
you can always leave a part of yourself with me
just like i have with you
just like i wish to
just like i pray to god
i pray to god that you know what i'm saying
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14. |
Embrace The Sun
02:54
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i hate mondays
they kill me with fire
i'm just lonely
waiting for desire
embrace the sun
you say
find the fun
in the day
it's hiding somewhere
take a swipe at things
that scare you
recognize the ways
that people love you
feel the heat of
the cheerful summer
it burns so quick like
cigarette paper
embrace the sun
you say
find the fun
in the day
it's hiding somewhere
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