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what we lost we can never get back

by crushinglove

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1.
believer 03:41
dancefloor shakes under the moonlight's weight, tide rushes in and pushes me down, love strikes like a boulder like blood on my shoulder, will you be my only believer, river runs wild in the blood in my veins, shivers up and down, makes me insane love strikes like a boulder like blood on my shoulder, will you be my only believer, climb my wrist and kiss me all over, go lower and faster, keep your lies and throw your secrets. love strikes like a boulder like blood on my shoulder, will you be my only believer
2.
i saw you from across the room eyes burnt like amber you feel like summer we take the dance floor, it shakes or is it just my heart beating and tearing me apart you held my hand as if for dear life a shame takes over we groove together we collide with hope in our eyes while we take the plunge into some kind of darkness bare our souls barren landscapes of sadness no questions or answers in the empty spaces we collide with hope in our eyes while we take the plunge into some kind of darkness i can die with open eyes it's alright as long as you're by my side we collide with hope in our eyes while we take the plunge into some kind of darkness
3.
i will never be the same kind of girl that you want me to stay being for the rest of my life i can never make the same mistakes that you expect from me, keep blaming me in your mind oh the four billion stars in the galaxy you named after me they're not enough to keep me sane so i'm letting go like tears in the rain you can keep your hands in times like this in your pockets, rolled into fists you can breathe a sigh to all the saints and sinners that you pray to in time of need oh the four billion guys in the galaxy that you think are after me they're not enough to erase my memory so i'm letting go like tears in the rain oh the four billion stars in the galaxy you named after me they're not enough to keep me sane so i'm letting go like tears in the rain
4.
linda 05:21
she was born after the war everyone said she would go far went to college with high scores head full of dreams and some more in the city, she met him one night out dancing in the moonlight introductions then pretend to forget the spark down her spine oh linda, you wasted your life oh linda, it's such a surprise oh linda, how i wish you didn't make that sacrifice in a year, she was pregnant with a child dropping out and getting unwise giving birth in the ward hopes eclipsed by the cries then another child to come she's swollen like the moon and he's still handsome oh linda, you wasted your life oh linda, it's such a surprise oh linda, how i wish you didn't make that sacrifice tides rising around her castle of fear her head floating over a circle of tears friends call her a cautionary tale how beauty and potential can ultimately fail how no one rescues anyone in this world especially if you're beautiful girl oh linda, you wasted your life oh linda, it's such a surprise oh linda, how i wish you didn't make that sacrifice
5.
it goes something like this you breathe a sigh of relief then you give me a kiss you leave the room, close the door you lose yourself to the world once you're off of this floor it's like i don't exist i've seen you out before without me by your side it's like i'm seeing a ghost a memory of desire lingers in your absence but when you come back i can't feel your presence you've gone somewhere else and you've become somebody i don't like you're everywhere and nowhere at the same time in my mind, out of sight
6.
you open the jalousie wide enough to get away from me smoke rings in the air i see them floating away you're lying through your face again careening down from love to hate knowing you've made a mistake truth and lie evaporate i'll walk the hall of shame i've dropped a book anyway let's see tomorrow then if you could make it, it'd be so great i'd just commemorate this little lie i've rubbed on my face i tell my friends everyday that you leave and pay me cold all the lame stories they've told seem like lullabies to what i know i tell you it's all okay you can leave, i'll pay the cost i'll get up and eat alone not like it hasn't happened before i'll walk the hall of shame i've dropped a book anyway
7.
swampwater 02:42
going down ear on the ground following a sound of you approaching well, where are you now you said meet me in the swampwater take me to the river of no return and i can watch you burn breathe your last start the engine of your dream before you lose all your steam well, where are you now you said meet me in the swampwater take me to the river of no return and i can watch you burn
8.
come close, i gotta tell you when you left town i had a breakdown confession time i never forgot you i never got over what happened to us life seemed almost too perfect should have expected that little fuss confession time i never forgot you i never got over what happened to us breaking the third wall never felt this sadder you think i'm all delusions but i'm speaking the truth confession time i'm still stricken can't get up from losing you when are you gonna call me don't you feel this sadness too confession time i never forgot you i never got over what happened to us
9.
dick pic 03:35
sling your white trash dick and lay me in your trailer if you want a retard chick i will be your helen keller tonight is a dog and pony show you whip it out and i will blow, i will bite your pillow while your cum overflows hashtag one night in my pussy no you're not leaving, fatties cant be choosy you cum in my hand now you swim in my pants, steamrolling through with a tan, strutting with me in the sands, with your dick pic on my phone and my hand on your bone my biological clock goes tic tic tic. i'm not above giving your dick a lick lick lick
10.
when i said you can go i should have said not too far away when i said you can leave i wasn't through with you yet this love won't rest until the ghost has been fed blood is the color of the moon tears run red in my bed they've kept me company in my head blood is the color of the moon i kept your used razorblades i cut my fingers for whole days i think you were already gone before you started the search although there was no response i was waiting for my turn blood is the color of the moon i drank my head off in the train i saw you two kiss from the frame blood is the color of the moon take my heart and squeeze it hard cause my knowledge won't get me far blood is the color of the moon why you lost our love so soon
11.
hugo part 1 01:40
12.
hugo part 2 02:26

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released July 19, 2015

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