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amnesia roses

by crushinglove

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and i love the way we don't even have to say anything and i love the way you make me feel like i'm the only one here you know you want to yeah you know you want to everyday and everynight in the darkness under surveillance everytime everytime and i think you can see through me when i say i dont want to be here with you anymore, you know i'm lying through my teeth you know i want to yeah you know i want to everyday and everynight in the darkness under surveillance everytime everytime
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monster man 03:30
you knock down the walls you broke down some doors just to see if i'm fine just to see if i'm alive drive away don't come back you can stay if you don't attack you can't make a single noise you can't raise your fucking voice you're the kind of monster i want on my side you're the kind of man i want to lay beside but you've got a hot temper you've got a happy trigger and i fear i can't trust you until i kill you drive away don't come back you can stay if you don't attack you can't make a single noise you can't raise your fucking voice
3.
exception 03:11
let's call him the selfish man he calls me afraid of him but i can see through his eyes and his words just fill me with lies there's no way to understand him fully, they say but i will try as hard as heaven allows but i will try as hard as heaven allows so when they tell me it's time to close the door hang up the telephone and bury the hatchet deep down the ground well i will try to be the exception well i will try to be the only one to get through him to understand him well i will try to be the exception well i will try to be the only one
4.
bury me with amnesia roses throw the petals around my body and sing a sad song, my favorite as you lower my coffin legs up to here smile in the magazine hair like electric space black, bleak and smooth like lace well it doesn't matter now i'm gonna do it you're gonna find out bury me with amnesia roses imagine sailing through the ocean a burning body in a chamber a burning cross on the horizon legs up to here smile in the magazine hair like electric space black, bleak and smooth like lace well it doesn't matter now i'm gonna do it you're gonna find out
5.
dynamite 04:46
there was a moment between saying yes or no when i've forgotten just to do what i was told i've been obedient like a slave left in the cold but my punishment was too hard for the grudge i hold i'm your lover but you act like my enemy you're a hunter i'm the prey you just dismiss you had your warning dynamite does not smoke you had it coming just wait until it explodes i'm not a challenge so you laugh and just leave but in your absence i've been scratching at my needs i act devoted like i hang on your every word i seem too easy so you feed me to the birds i'm your lover but you act like my enemy you're a hunter i'm the prey you just dismiss you had your warning dynamite does not smoke you had it coming just wait until it explodes
6.
tell me the story of how the two of you met tell me how it ends it's late and i wanna go to bed tell me the tale invent a lie if you must don't keep it a secret like our love that turned to dust i know you're afraid of it sounding the same to me i'll bite my tongue i'll even make believe that this spell you're under is real the heart feels what it wants to feel my heart always beats like it's running out of blood your heart must not be working your kiss has turned to mud tell me the shortcut the way i'm supposed to be so i can fill that space the one for her whenever she leaves and i know she will leave once it becomes clear once you show your true colors tell me the story of how the two of you met tell me how it ends it's late and i wanna go to bed
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zig zag 02:54
driving the zig zag car almost falling dreamt it some time ago before awakening you looked from the passenger seat asked me if i was okay i told you i was fine wish i recorded that line we were going out of town papa was driving and you were singing sad songs the car almost careening off the road it felt like i was 6 years old it felt like i'll never get old it felt like i'll never get old and that you'll never die you'll never leave your child and before we reached the place we were lost in a fog and papa started driving it slow and it felt like i was on my own you looked from the passenger seat asked me if i was okay i told you i was fine wish i recorded that line it felt like i was 6 years old it felt like i'll never get old it felt like i'll never get old and that you'll never die you'll never leave your child
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as i take some time for myself i forget the past few years as i look into the mirror and i see my face, my eyes they tell me how it felt love me again take me apart make me forget erase the pain away even as i pull the cap from the bottle even as i put the pills in my mouth even as i deliver my last farewell i still remember how it felt as i slip into unconsciousness as i dream away my tears i see your face it feels so good to see you again smiling at me love me again take me apart make me forget erase the pain away
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do you want to die does it make you cry do you think that this will matter in the long run in the future in the end does it make it easier do you think someone cares about people and their problems your emotions my emotions so i say just you wait before you give it up we all have some pain we all struggle the same in the long run the big picture it will matter if you choose to live through this you are beloved by your future self the one with glasses watching sunsets laughing with your friends so i say just you wait before you give it up

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released March 15, 2016

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