1. |
you know you want to
03:15
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and i love the way we don't even have to say anything
and i love the way you make me feel like i'm the only one here
you know you want to
yeah
you know you want to
everyday and everynight
in the darkness
under surveillance
everytime
everytime
and i think you can see through me when i say i dont want to
be here with you anymore, you know i'm lying through my teeth
you know i want to
yeah
you know i want to
everyday and everynight
in the darkness
under surveillance
everytime
everytime
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2. |
monster man
03:30
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you knock down the walls
you broke down some doors
just to see if i'm fine
just to see if i'm alive
drive away
don't come back
you can stay
if you don't attack
you can't make
a single noise
you can't raise
your fucking voice
you're the kind of monster
i want on my side
you're the kind of man
i want to lay beside
but you've got a hot temper
you've got a happy trigger
and i fear i can't trust you
until i kill you
drive away
don't come back
you can stay
if you don't attack
you can't make
a single noise
you can't raise
your fucking voice
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3. |
exception
03:11
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let's call him
the selfish man
he calls me
afraid of him
but i can see through his eyes
and his words just fill me with lies
there's no way to understand him fully, they say
but i will try as hard as heaven allows
but i will try as hard as heaven allows
so when they tell me
it's time to close the door
hang up the telephone
and bury the hatchet deep down the ground
well i will try to be the exception
well i will try to be the only one
to get through him
to understand him
well i will try to be the exception
well i will try to be the only one
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4. |
amnesia roses
03:44
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bury me with amnesia roses
throw the petals around my body
and sing a sad song, my favorite
as you lower my coffin
legs up to here
smile in the magazine
hair like electric space
black, bleak and smooth like lace
well it doesn't matter now
i'm gonna do it
you're gonna find out
bury me with amnesia roses
imagine sailing through the ocean
a burning body in a chamber
a burning cross on the horizon
legs up to here
smile in the magazine
hair like electric space
black, bleak and smooth like lace
well it doesn't matter now
i'm gonna do it
you're gonna find out
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5. |
dynamite
04:46
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there was a moment
between saying yes or no
when i've forgotten
just to do what i was told
i've been obedient
like a slave left in the cold
but my punishment
was too hard for the grudge i hold
i'm your lover
but you act like my enemy
you're a hunter
i'm the prey you just dismiss
you had your warning
dynamite does not smoke
you had it coming
just wait until it explodes
i'm not a challenge
so you laugh and just leave
but in your absence
i've been scratching at my needs
i act devoted
like i hang on your every word
i seem too easy
so you feed me to the birds
i'm your lover
but you act like my enemy
you're a hunter
i'm the prey you just dismiss
you had your warning
dynamite does not smoke
you had it coming
just wait until it explodes
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6. |
tell me a story
03:22
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tell me the story
of how the two of you met
tell me how it ends
it's late and i wanna go to bed
tell me the tale
invent a lie if you must
don't keep it a secret
like our love that turned to dust
i know you're afraid
of it sounding the same to me
i'll bite my tongue
i'll even make believe
that this spell you're under is real
the heart feels what it wants to feel
my heart always beats like
it's running out of blood
your heart must not be working
your kiss has turned to mud
tell me the shortcut
the way i'm supposed to be
so i can fill that space
the one for her whenever she leaves
and i know she will leave
once it becomes clear
once you show your true colors
tell me the story
of how the two of you met
tell me how it ends
it's late and i wanna go to bed
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7. |
zig zag
02:54
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driving the zig zag
car almost falling
dreamt it some time ago
before awakening
you looked from the passenger seat
asked me if i was okay
i told you i was fine
wish i recorded that line
we were going out of town
papa was driving
and you were singing sad songs
the car almost careening off the road
it felt like i was 6 years old
it felt like i'll never get old
it felt like i'll never get old
and that you'll never die
you'll never leave your child
and before we reached the place
we were lost in a fog
and papa started driving it slow
and it felt like i was on my own
you looked from the passenger seat
asked me if i was okay
i told you i was fine
wish i recorded that line
it felt like i was 6 years old
it felt like i'll never get old
it felt like i'll never get old
and that you'll never die
you'll never leave your child
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8. |
love me again
05:56
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as i take some time for myself
i forget the past few years
as i look into the mirror and
i see my face, my eyes they tell me
how it felt
love me again
take me apart
make me forget
erase the pain away
even as i pull the cap from the bottle
even as i put the pills in my mouth
even as i deliver my last farewell
i still remember how it felt
as i slip into unconsciousness
as i dream away my tears
i see your face it feels so good to see you again
smiling at me
love me again
take me apart
make me forget
erase the pain away
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9. |
just you wait
03:39
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do you want to die
does it make you cry
do you think that this will matter
in the long run
in the future
in the end
does it make it easier
do you think someone cares
about people
and their problems
your emotions
my emotions
so i say
just you wait
before you give it up
we all have some pain
we all struggle the same
in the long run
the big picture
it will matter
if you choose to live through this
you are beloved
by your future self
the one with glasses
watching sunsets
laughing
with your friends
so i say
just you wait
before you give it up
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