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blue ocean

by crushinglove

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1.
good friday 04:05
i woke up sideways and my neck is like a piece of wood, i woke up sideways and my mind is not in the mood. it's good friday and i dont feel so good, it's good friday and it's bad in the hood, i woke up sideways and you're not by my side. i woke up sideways and my sheets are bunched up all tight. i scratched my eyes out as an act of relief i tell my friends lies so they don't go so deep i walked away quick so nobody tells me things i caught a songbird to tear off its wings it's good friday and i dont feel so good, it's good friday and it's bad in the hood, i woke up sideways and you're not by my side. i woke up sideways and my sheets are bunched up all night
2.
today's for prayer, not sin today's a game you won't win today takes away my pain today's for the brand new wave oh i've been cold i've been told that there's somewhere to go oh i've been cold i've been told that there's someone to today's a brutal awakening today's the heaven's opening today i rise from the tomb today i come back home oh i've been cold i've been told that there's somewhere to go oh i've been cold i've been told that there's someone to hold i looked at the shining sky i breathed the air so fine i ran into the grass so fair angels flying on my hair
3.
stay raged 02:34
he lives in a trailer taking pictures of guitars, car parts under fluorescent lights his hair on his eyes he logs in to the chatroom his hand on imaginary thighs with his arsenal of lies arsenal of lies typing away stories about adventures a life he thinks he has convincing if it wasn't so sad if he wasn't so pathetic he never can stop lying to himself, to the world in general turning twenty six turning a new leaf or at least, i wish he would but he wouldn't he will turn thirty in the same room in the same place in the same state typing away stories about adventures a life he thinks he has convincing if it wasn't so sad if he wasn't so pathetic typing away stories about adventures a life he thinks he has convincing if it wasn't so sad if he wasn't so pathetic stay raged stories about adventures a life he thinks he has convincing if it wasn't so sad if he wasn't so pathetic
4.
pornstars 03:40
tall stories get taller they get less real as you tell them you know that i know you lie sure keep talking i won't listen i'll just ignore and i'll be trolling you know that i know you lie i know that you've lied tonight i know that you've lied so many times so many times to my face who's your favorite pornstar you ask me then you say you've met a lot of them then you say you know that i know you lie
5.
sure sloth sure spirit on your shoulder shooting from the fire sure sloth sure squirrel on your shoulder shooting from a fire now i know you believe your lies you don't realize you believe your lies
6.
charles come back you know the coast is clear january's gone february is coming near i miss you badly can't you talk to me about something i miss you suddenly can't you tell that i'm sorry charles come back you know the room is empty january's disappeared and i'm just alone here charles come back you know the coast is clear january's left and gone you can return to cheers i miss you badly can't you talk to me about something i miss you suddenly can't you tell that i'm sorry
7.
strands 04:15
how can i hear your voice in my ear how can i understand now that you've left and gone how can i hold the truth in your soul how can i feel your hand when you're just ash and dust something tells me strands of your hair i can hear you there i can hear you there a dream once told me strands of your hair i can hear you there i can hear you there how can i hear the songs you hold dear how can i understand why you're no longer around how can i hold when i feel so cold how can i talk to you with your lips already blue something tells me strands of your hair i can hear you there a dream once told me strands of your hair i can hear you there i can hear you there
8.
blue ocean 03:11
breathing in the same air searching for that big affair someone to embrace in this lonely, crazy place then the wave came rushing in breaking windows and the room spins desire's defeated and death wins and the water washed away my sins as i floated, my eyes opened to the ideas of the world some people never get a chance some people never have romance then the birds came flocking by shading my figure from the light water deafens, can't hear a thing so i hum and i begin to sing what a funny coincidence my quest for love begins and ends in this blue ocean it all ends in this blue ocean
9.
a stranger in the night meeting my eyes making me feel like i'm flying in twilight dancing in the sun the blaze on my hand riding you shotgun us become one kissing in the rain sinking down the drain down the rabbit hole alice becoming small getting big again never fitting in a house in the suburbs you're keeping a lover where'd you come from where'd you come from where'd you come from where'd you come from
10.
chessclub 04:52
Right after a game, he announces he won't be attending future meetings the reaction was muted the reaction was expected They all looked the same like nothing had happened like they didn't hear a thing and they turned their backs to him But on his way home he felt like he was being followed like he was under surveillance like he was a pawn in his very own real life chess game He continues his life going to work and walking back home, buying groceries and napping but always, being awoken by a noise or a feeling a sense of the game being played before his eyes he sees one of the guys from the club having coffee somewhere, face buried in a book he didn't say hello, he just hurried back home when the door is closed, he realized that the title of the book was checkmate in his very own real life chess game
11.
olivia 03:35
how are you i killed myself me too i'm a ghost i'm an old ghost flight leaves tonight you should pack did she cry? did you cry? i cried last night like a little baby infront of her? nah wow, what did she say? grow a dick grow a dick that was you did she cry too? oh my god i am drama you are drama no, i'm dull no, no, i'm dull i need drama you are drama no, i'm dull no, i'm a doll what have you been doing? nothing much what are you saying? nothing much nothing what can you tell me tonight? nothing much nothing so goodbye i need drama i am drama i am
12.
i know that you see me i know that you like me i know that you're asking i see that you're smiling i see that you're dancing i know what you're singing i think i will join you i think i will kiss you i can fall in love with you can you fall in love with me i can tell you're thinking i can sense you're planning i know that you're dreaming are you even listening i see that you're looking someone else is dancing i can see you falling i can hear you flying i can fall in love with you can you fall in love with me i can see you're leaving i can see you're walking i can hear you sighing i can see her smiling i can hear hearts beating i can see lips kissing i can see me dying i can feel heart bleeding can you fall in love with me

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released April 11, 2015

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