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but this world

by crushinglove

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1.
sullen bed 03:13
you're so beautiful inside out i want to punch you right in the mouth you think my face can launch a thousand ships but i have a thousand promises i'd never keep so ruthless in my delivery of love might try to lose you in the process you know i want all the rain for myself if i was really the black soul that you say i am i'll just tip you over another mirage to row your boat faster for i don't think i can love you anymore would it take your whole life for you to roll in the dark out of your sullen bed if i was really the black soul that you say i am but i'm not
2.
i said i didn't want to go you go and have a good time but you twist my arm and i come with you while you drive it's never gonna happen it's never gonna happen with my hand in yours, i felt like sinking i knew i was safe because you were with me the shine of the sword will be reflected in your eyes it's never gonna happen it's never gonna happen your friends delight in your appearance i lose you now in the big crowd i stick myself to the wall like a gum, i hold on they like you so much more and i know what they're saying what they see as your shadow you hold so much promise and your smile is almost blinding it's never gonna happen it's never gonna happen it's never gonna happen it's never gonna happen
3.
i get love from you i get hate from you i get cash from you i get shit from you getting used to sleeping over around here but things aren't always the way they appear i get drunk with you i fuck around with you i get cash from you i get shit from you all the gestures you've made aren't enough to cover the skin i've displayed all the prayers i've prayed aren't enough to send me to heaven i get love from you i get hate from you i get cash from you i get shit from you one of those lost causes one of those folks living empty lives zeroed in on a remote prospect people who kill themselves with a knife all the gestures you've made aren't enough to cover the skin i've displayed all the prayers i've prayed aren't enough to send me to heaven
4.
how come this came to a screeching halt i thought you were my lightning bolt bellow from the farthest reaches of the sky never thought you'd be this angry and i don't know why i believe in love i believe in us i believe in trust go ahead and call the cops and i'll tell so big a lie it will cover your eyes it's too much, too soon to be in a boxing ring fighting with you how come the one you find doesn't have much of a spine it's just like a fairytale i believe in love i believe in us i believe in trust go ahead and call the cops and i'll tell so big a lie it will cover your eyes
5.
sisters 02:26
she hasn't lied because she can't squeeze a thing out of your thin cotton pocket she hasn't lied because she is searching for your smooth leather wallet you only love her because you only see what she shows you gotta wait for all the shocking low blows and god help you if you survive she'll keep on coming until you kick her out of your life sisters talk shit sisters who hit sisters who think they are nurturing you only love her because you only see what she shows you gotta wait for all the shocking low blows and god help you god help you your sister died holding my hand your sister cried all the way through it your sister lied to you and now, she won't be able to
6.
ghosthouse 05:40
this house is made of wood one spark can burn it to the ground and i'm inside the bedroom sleeping on your side of the mattress and i'm not terribly on edge because i know you won't be here tonight in here in this ghosthouse in here in this ghosthouse in here in this ghosthouse in here in this ghosthouse you fell down the stairs and you chose to stay there and i'm left searching the halls for a sign of your remains but you're still in limbo deciding what to do last night, i buried you with your family and friends then i smashed your tombstone because you left me alone i can't just see your death and move on living this way now i hear your voice it's your fault, they seem to say you should've driven like a madman but the hospital was a mile away it was a difficult twist of fate i was driving like the wind so fast i almost left myself in here in this ghosthouse
7.
silent still 03:25
do you hear me marching to the beat of your drum you have been silent all these years, you're silent now i'm holding my own against the water pressure i've been loving myself, one's own lover oh my god, you've been so odd seems like the shallow ones are the only ones oh my god, you've been so odd seems like the hollow ones are the only ones like a monkey, playing tricks on you makes me feel nothing but still i rejected felt my own life pulling and pushing to your will inertia broke my heart and i'm left standing still oh my god, you've been so odd seems like the shallow ones are the only ones oh my god, you've been so odd seems like the hollow ones are the only ones
8.
abductor 02:49
if i go don't tell me where i'll land if i go don't tell me what you want baby, it's time to go baby, it's time, i think so baby, it's time to leave baby, just come with me i fear i'm not so real when baby, you're not here so baby, just hold my hand i wish you'd understand i need you like air, like water so basic like belief just give me your hand hand me your fist don't reach for my throat don't reach for my wrist just give me your hand just give me your soul i won't save your life if you don't take your own baby, it's time to go baby, it's time, i think so
9.
it's all gone this little world that i hide i'm found out a crazy light is shining bright on the lie i've told myself from the start now, it's done delusion gave way to my fright and your silence all the things you have to say you've swept under the rug of nothing, it's okay yes, i've fallen in another cliff i can't climb no, i'm staying i'm not ready to be left behind it's broken the spell you cast that kept me blind but my eyes i'll close them shut if you're mine and your silence all the things you have to say you've swept under the rug of nothing, it's okay
10.
some kind of cloud is hovering pink with a stroke of blue this world is on to you this world is on to you be careful not to step on someone else's shoe another mile and we're done this world is on to us i'm going to heaven i'm going to hell i'm going deep to the very middle this world is on to you

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released January 18, 2021

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