confession of the century: the plastichaze and crushinglove collaborations

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1.
as i feel the stirring of the fact i pack my things in a rush and i don't wanna be left alone that's why i'm going home you weren't the first you won't be last i'm on my third and i'll make it fast it was so much fun it was such a blast but we knew all along as i keep my calls to a minimum i update everything in my life and i turn off all the lights i loose the screws and let things fall apart my eyes burn from all the scrap my tears roll down my cheeks in a second a moment of weakness a moment for you i hate the floor i hate myself i can't hate you anymore
2.
count one to ten i wish again for someone to believe in me for someone to believe and see it used to be you but now you've chosen to disappear from my view from this circle of two i wait for an applause only claps i hear are from ghosts i surface for some air while not knowing who is there it used to be you but now you've chosen to disappear from my view from this circle of two i can always lie to myself it's a hidden skill to dream rearrange my cells it used to be you but now you've chosen to disappear from my view from this circle of two i can always lie to myself it's a hidden skill to dream rearrange my cells
3.
try as i might i was born to fight the feeling inside that wants to reach out to someone who will break into this heart of mine this fortress here's the confession of the century i don't want anything to do with me i will never understand how you learned to be the man that you show to me so pure so deadly here's the confession of the century i don't want anything to do with me here's the suggestion of the century you don't want anything to do with me
4.
heavy like lead got this sense of dread just like how i dreamt it i predicted how it ended red on the walls rainbow siren calls hiding under the bed waited til i lost my breath the wisdom of the kind of love we lost our minds over and over for this it was a sudden death wish take me back to the beginning take me back to not thinking of the end
5.
you heard me screeching in the rain a ghost in flames you only know my name but i never played your game not your game my love not your game i was too tired and insane from the eye of a hurricane i can see you steady in your lane but i never played your game not my way my love not my way i kept my face out of shame not for a secret sake i will see you at the wake but i never played your game not my way my love not my way
6.
in dark lit rooms they say don't stand near the fire don't stand near desire don't stand near the fire they'd draw with chalk around you split your body in two whisper sweet nothings into your ear whisper sweet nothings into your ear they'd try you on for size put on your head, a prize then throw you to the side then throw you to the side don't you want to stay for longer than you're used to you have permission you have permission they'd try you on for size put on your head, a prize then throw you to the side then throw you to the side
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ocean kisses the highway at night your lips touch the dark waves and light in my mind, you drive in my dreams, you drive alone in the dark alone with that heart in my mind, you drive in my dreams, you drive alone in the dark alone with that heart there's a line that you don't cross there's a crime that you don't fight in the life you try to hide i'm a ghost by your side i hold my hands over your eyes you won't feel me but i am here watching you watching whisper my name to you closer than the fear you hold true in the sigh i don't breathe in the promise you can't keep there's a line that you don't cross there's a line that you don't write in the book you bury beside there's a line that you don't cross there's a crime that you don't fight in the life you try to hide i'm a ghost by your side i hold my hands over your eyes you won't feel me but i am here watching you watching

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released January 22, 2021

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