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dead actresses

by crushinglove

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1.
you might sound so far away but objects in the mirror are always closer than they appear you might think it's never gonna happen but life has a way to bring us together, my dear and if we need to believe there are always those miracle stories we hear and if you need a reason or two to stay you might feel like a distant star approaching but i'm just waiting several light years away from you might feel like a planet floating in space and if we need to believe there are always those miracle stories we hear and if you need a reason or two to stay you might feel like a lost swimmer abandoned by your ship well, i won't do that the shore might seem like just an idea of salvation and if you need to believe there are always those miracle stories we read and if you need a reason or two to stay it might seem like a mirage to your eyes it might feel like sometimes you'd rather go blind it might never come to fruition it's all due to time and bad decisions not for a lack of love
2.
dear life 03:13
do you know i'm just getting whole again do you see i'm covering my eyes to not realize i feel like i'm dying when i'm just getting started i feel like i'm driving home when i'm getting farther away why did i have to let you go when i was so happy to be home when i should have been giving it all away i should have been holding on to you for dear life my dear life can you see i've been sleeping in the corner trying to be better before it's all over i cannot understand and i can't believe anymore with the things that crash into me i'm dying, laid on this floor it's just a little colder when you start to cover the sad songs of others and of course, they're all failures and i should have been holding on to you for dear life my dear life
3.
beast 02:49
didn't i tell you to keep your mouth closed when you can't say anything good didn't i tell you to shut it for a second you just can't keep it down you just can't keep it down you're a beast you're a beast you're an animal you're a beast you're a beast you're just like me there's some girl in the corner she's holding her beating heart didn't i tell you not to scare the meat away you just can't keep it down you just can't keep her around you're a beast you're a beast you're an animal you're a beast you're a beast you're just like me
4.
neverbaby 02:58
i can see your fin cutting through the surf i can see your smile towering over me you're like a monster laughing in full display you came out of your shell just to kiss and wave my heart beats and it's showing hate it shocks me that you're here too late you're like that movie that really scared me you can never enter this home, never, baby hear your laughs, the king widens his grin just smile while you and her go on living in sin hear me giggle, you just missed the clue it was so obvious, it was bigger than you my heart beats and it's showing hate it shocks me that you're here too late you're like that movie that really scared me you can never enter this home, never, baby
5.
hot lies 04:22
your eyes are roving while i am fuming your pants are burning the face i'm making my ground is scorching the scars you're leaving i'm getting scared more than ever i've trusted way too much truth in you and i feel found out even now, before your pipes are bursting they will be exploding in my space on my lap tough it up i know what you'll say this is the way it goes people destroy who they love especially those because salvation is often painful sometimes, what happens when you've finally confessed i accept it with open eyes and open hands i don't understand never had it in my mind that right to put myself in your place you're the kind of man who counts sheep when he can't sleep when he can't feel he repeats the final reel he spins his eyes until he's afraid of the dark until he's the child in the park where his mother took him when he was nine too old to be spellbound too young to forget the moment she spins him around, spinning like a wheel there's this woman who cannot stop him from going faster and he goes faster faster than a raindrop faster than a teardrop
6.
cat's eye 03:14
they haunt me they taunt me with marbles in their palms shiny, blue and holy can you hear me i don't want to be heard i'll get over this sooner or later they call me when i look back they've all fleshed out their plans cool, lucky and blessed can you talk i don't want to talk cat's eye you mesmerize when i'm this deep when i'm asleep when i'm this frozen when the snow is burying me in my sleep come talk to me i painted you in black and blue i'll paint you in severe red paint you dead come tell me what you meant by loves a lot is that alert in your eyes or are you cooking up a fight don't tilt your head like that
7.
weakling 03:11
twas supposed to bring us closer together but it didn't twas supposed to make you fall for me harder but it didn't twas supposed to make everything better but you didn't twas supposed to make you live forever but it didn't and you just went away like a dog, you strayed and you just fell away like a tree branch, you swayed breaking under the wind like a typical weakling like a typical weakling twas supposed to make you go further but it didn't twas supposed to make you drink harder but you didn't twas supposed to make you drive faster but you didn't twas supposed to make you die sooner but you didn't and you just went away a prisoner, you escaped and you just live again like a vampire in the day walking around unfazed like a typical weakling like a typical weakling and you just went away like a dog, you strayed and you just fell away like a tree branch, you swayed breaking under the wind like a typical weakling like a typical weakling
8.
new lonely 03:26
when you told me to sit beside you hold my hand, i'm see through nothing differs from feeling nothing i still don't feel that amazing even though it's now crowded nothing has been amended it's just another kind of lonely it's still part of misery's family it's a oneness that blazes still lost in countless mazes the new lonely that keeps me busy floating like a gilded lily when you told me the room is filling i look around and see it's empty the wound you left has gone septic strangers have had it with my antics when you made me drop my anchor togetherness just made life harder there's no sorrow i can't conjure it's a lonely that can injure
9.
i'm still waiting by the shore i've opened the windows, unlocked the door i try to see through all the waves and i've sorted through all the tapes and still, my belly's inside out and my heart is filled with doubt i wish my mind didn't go that route you really have to come back now going nowhere within a shell a chord away from the fatal bell to try sleeping and dream of you instead of nightmares of black and blue kissing my hand just to feel better drowning my head just to get higher smelling the odor of your coat they all tell me i've missed the boat you don't know how it feels to stand here naked in the chill you don't know the emptiness the love just grows more none the less
10.
all day i was asleep asleep on the floor as you didn't want me to use the phone you said you were waiting for an important call i asked from who i asked from who you just stared into the air and i got you i got what you were telling me i used to be as bright as you i used to be as light i used to be a full blown moon now you've died gone are the days when all that mattered was a brand new episode now, i have to struggle with finding my step breaking the bond was like hooking a cost on whatever's exploded between the two of us i used to be as bright as you i used to be as light i used to be a full blown moon now you've died
11.
they say in that house there roams a ghost yanking a chain all through the night he knows your name he knows your plight don't you pretend you don't catch sight he knows your past he has seen it all it's all splattered all over the walls so look for the sign for sale i'm sure it's the only house on the street with no one to call its own no one to call its own all over the rooms throw pillows are flung over the table broken cups are hung a snicker comes from the ghost he's been watching your situation from a distance maybe it needs a haze crashing into its web it will leave a blaze on your life and mine so look for the sign for sale i'm sure it's the only house on the street with no one to call its own no one to call its own
12.
on fire 02:44
there's that movie i always liked the one about that lonely guy i know you try to be sad like him but what's the use when you're not in a film it seems like i'm not here it looks closer than it appears and i'm trying to run away it's catching me and i'm on fire i wanna know what happens now the odds are getting me down life's claws are getting sharper i don't think i would be here tomorrow it seems like i'm not here it looks closer than it appears and i'm trying to run away it's catching me and i'm on fire
13.
i have a thought i keep it in a box i buried it down the desert it sits there around the clock i have this dream it shook me to the core i carry it with my papers it throws me down the floor you brought me glowing butterflies and they carried away my eyes they took my mind what a shame i'm still alive i have a thought i keep it in a box i buried it down the desert i sit here around the clock i have this dream it shook me to the core i carry it with my papers and i dream of something more you brought me golden fireflies and they carried away my eyes they took my mind what a shame i'm still alive
14.
yr demise 02:01
i have to confess everynight i've been praying for your death everynight i've been praying for your death crashing car burning head shaking earth swallowed pills why don't you just die i don't want you beside i don't want you beside me

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released January 6, 2014

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