deliver us from evol

by crushinglove

/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more. Paying supporters also get unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app.

      name your price

     

1.
2.
3.
04:39
4.
5.
6.
03:07
7.
03:30
8.
04:14
9.
10.
03:55
11.
02:48
12.

credits

released November 15, 2016

tags

license

all rights reserved

about

crushinglove Manila, Philippines

contact / help

Contact crushinglove

Streaming and
Download help

Track Name: painted shadow (with monkey island)
i paint your shadow on the wall
to memorize you when you call
pretend you're here everytime
feel your presence by my side

when you walk away
i can safely say
i love you when i don't
see you and i won't

take these words back
i never tell you what you lack
the little white lie i keep
the dark black secret buried deep

i never would dare
confess to you
i swear

i dream of ghosts when i sleep
count them jumping from a cliff
i stop myself from the final leap
when i remind myself of your...

when you walk away
i can safely say
i love you when i don't
see you and i won't

i never would dare
confess to you
i swear
Track Name: take me back to the lake
in the middle of the night
you held me tight
while we swam right
out of the sight
take me back to the lake
take me out for god's sakes
one more time to see if
you still believe it
in the middle of this heat
there's ice underneath
if we manage to touch it
then we can prove it
take me back to the lake
take me out for god's sakes
one more time to see if
you still believe it
take me back to the lake
take me out for god's sakes
one more time to see if
you still believe it
i know
you know
there's hope
there's more to go
there's plenty of time to heal
there's plenty of love to make
take me back to the lake
take me out for god's sakes
one more time to see if
you still believe it
Track Name: just bliss
i told you
when you're falling
into an abyss
remember you're just floating
that it's just bliss
forget the sound
forget the air around you
they don't matter
in the end of things
who is waiting at the end of the tunnel
there's a light that wants you
more than you'll ever know
it's a comforting grace
it's not the world in a blaze
it's me touching your face
it's not the end of your days
i saw you
when you were born
into the world
screaming your name
your voice rings in my head
even after all this time
you're the one true thing
in my life
even when i'm dead
who is waiting at the end of the tunnel
there's a light that wants you
more than you'll ever know
it's a comforting grace
it's not the world in a blaze
it's me touching your face
it's not the end of your days
Track Name: serious as a heart attack
i know what you're thinking
when you get home today
i know you believe it
that my love is here to stay

you only want me
when i'm there infront of you
you only need me
when i'm right here waiting
you think you want it
you think it's always forever
but you're mistaken if
you think we'd stay together

i know you're thinking
if i'll ever come back
i think you believe it
but i'm as serious as a heart attack

you only want me
when i'm there infront of you
you only need me
when i'm right here waiting
you think you want it
you think it's always forever
but you're mistaken if
you think we'd stay together
Track Name: another way (with monkey island)
there is another way into your heart
there is another way to fall apart
keep it silent, keep it secret
don't you ever talk about it

oh i know
it's hard to let it go
and i want to
run around with you
but i've got to
keep away from you

there is another way into your heart
there is another way to fall apart
just keep my mouth shut tight
keep my eyes closed almost blind
then keep calm and just breathe
lock the door and throw away the key

oh i know
it's hard to let it go
and i want to
run around with you
but i've got to
keep away from you
Track Name: /wrists
slash my wrist
wipe my tears
and take me out of the lights

i'm so tired
so bone tired
of feeling all kinds of fright

make believe that
i will be with you tonight
you can win
if you're brave enough
to extinguish my fire

i'm so tired
so bone tired
of feeling all kinds of fright

i know there's nothing
on the other side
so it's no big deal
when i die

i'm so tired
so bone tired
of feeling all kinds of fright

i'm so tired
so bone tired
of feeling all kinds of fright
Track Name: jan and los
sick of pretending
you have a purpose
home schooling
your kids
you think
they're bored
from their faces
resentment grows
starting to hate you
they're getting bold
they think they're special
so you hold
your trusty laptop
and you go
to the chatroom
and talk about
your uneventful day
cooking your meals
a hundred different ways
then he singles you out
and tells you something
that you don't doubt
you think you're special
no longer cold
your brand new friend
his name is los
then slowly you're pulled
into his intricate web of lies
asking you about your son
the only one
then he asks if you could
take pictures and send it to him
and you don't think twice
as long as he doesn't cry
and you don't think twice
as long as he doesn't cry
Track Name: miserable
there are people in this world
who are just not meant to
share their lives with someone else
i fear i'm one of them

it's not that i'm miserable
it's not that i'm unhappy
maybe i am missing out
but missing out on what exactly

having someone tell you what to do with your money
having someone tell you what to watch on tv

it's not that i'm miserable
it's not that i'm unhappy
maybe i am missing out
but missing out on what exactly

you're missing out on love
i have plenty of love to give
and i've fallen in love as often as i could

it's not that i'm miserable
it's not that i'm unhappy
maybe i am missing out
but missing out on what exactly

love doesn't have to be given back to me
i don't expect love in return
love is love no matter who feels it

it's not that i'm miserable
it's not that i'm unhappy
maybe i am missing out
but missing out on what exactly
Track Name: beautiful snob
why do you
hide behind
your hair like that
your stare
covered by
resting bitch face
when you have
got that gaze
has someone told you
you're a beautiful snob
you're a beautiful snob
once i dreamt of
a beautiful lie
abused heart
spun like gold
silk and all that
wasted time
pricked a finger
and i died
has someone told you
you're a beautiful snob
you're a beautiful snob
what if i
told you
that happiness
turns you sour
from the inside out
so don't ever change
your downturned mouth
has someone told you
you're a beautiful snob
you're a beautiful snob
Track Name: sadly shy
you say you're sadly shy
but you can be a diferent guy
at 7:30
and then at night
you look nothing like your ways
you look like you'd get laid
the second you leave
your own place
you say you're sadly shy
but i don't see the reason why
you look like you'd be the kind
of man to run heartblind
you say you have a lot of shame
but i ain't sure if this is your game
trying to put the blame
on some wayward dame
you say you're sadly shy
you're just the kind of guy
who runs in circles in the rain
you say you're sadly shy
but i know your kind of guy
you're not shy
with telling lies
you say you're sadly shy
but you can be a diferent guy
at 7:30
and then at night
you look nothing like your ways
you look like you'd get laid
the second you leave
your own place
you say you're sadly shy
but i don't see the reason why
you look like you'd be the kind
of man to run heartblind
Track Name: savior
i saw you
running for your life
this is the end
of the line
there's no place to go
there's no place to hide
you can just stop
and face the fire
there's a secret word
that you can say
and i will listen to you
everyday
every second
of your time left
in this world
let's just be calm and collected
there's no need to be disconnected
from me
i am your only shore
i am your only
savior
Track Name: deliver us from evol
they said they'd build a wall from here
they want to make you disappear
they can try but they won't win
my love, your love is stronger than him

your tender voice always sets me right
they can never turn off our lights
they think they can separate
they think they can approximate

what i feel for the one i think of
as the love of my life
well, now we know who's the foolish one

deliver us from evil

the wind of change is coming here
but we linked our arms so we don't fear
you can come at us with your knives
but we have the right to live our lives

what i feel for the one i think of
as the love of my life
well, now we know who's the foolish one

deliver us from evil