Freeze Frame

by crushinglove

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released July 17, 2016

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Track Name: I Won't Lose You
i won't lose you
if you die
i will follow you
don't make me cry

don't think of it as a threat
think of it as a secret
don't think of me as deranged
think of me as your friend

i won't lose you
i won't let go
i will hold on
just let it flow

don't think of it as a threat
think of it as a secret
don't think of me as deranged
think of me as your friend

there are places we can stay
there are moments we can freeze frame
there are words we can say
there are spaces we can fill

don't think of it as a threat
think of it as a secret
don't think of me as deranged
think of me as your friend
Track Name: Betamax Baby
born in the eighties
my parents made love
to soft core movies
grew up in the nineties
watching mtv
they call me betamax baby
now i'm lost in this world
thinking of ways to keep from sinking
stuck in a place i don't fit in

don't talk nonsense to me
trying to figure out
where to go from here
taking advice from ghosts like me
they roam this place freely
they call me betamax baby
now i'm lost in this world
thinking of ways to keep from sinking
stuck in a place i don't fit in

betamax baby
they all died before me
there's no way to go back in time
even if there's no reason or rhyme
what you need is the presence of mind
to stay around until the closing line
betamax baby
thinking of ways to keep from sinking
stuck in a place i don't fit in
betamax baby
Track Name: Lilian
songbirds fly
shot down from
the air above
broken wings
feathers plucked
knife going in and out

blood and blue
lilian who
life taken
infront of
your daughter

blood and blue
lilian who
life taken
infront of her

what could have
what should have
what would have
turned to hate
turned to dark
black black heart

blood and blue
lilian who
life taken
infront of
your daughter

blood and blue
lilian who
life taken
infront of her

the heights you
might have scaled
if you weren't
shot down by
your lover who
loved too much

blood and blue
lilian who
life taken
infront of
your daughter

blood and blue
lilian who
life taken
infront of her
Track Name: Blood Sister
got an apology
in the form of an invitation
said yes immediately
hungry for reconciliation

my blood sister
thicker than water
my blood sister
thicker than water

everyone came
everyone smiled
we just forgot about the lies
the wound began
to heal by itself
and soon, it will just evaporate

my blood sister
thicker than water
my blood sister
thicker than water

bet it won't be the last time
that we'll see this side
bet it won't be the last time
that we'll see this fight

my blood sister
thicker than water
my blood sister
thicker than water
Track Name: Proximity
i know what you meant
when you said you wanted to be thin
when you told me you felt alone
in this world, in this twilight zone
don't you want to stay yourself
never be like everybody else
make it in the industry
being the way you were when we first met
when we first met
you are the only friend
i kept in touch with after i dropped in
unannounced in the end of the world
but i pushed you away
and you just swerved
don't you understand
proximity is the secret to being a friend
without seeing you everyday
we might as well be strangers
this friendship is in danger
last time i talked to you
you had a new job and a new hairdo
holding your phone like it's a lifeline
your eyes glued to the screen just like mine
don't you understand
proximity is the secret to being a friend
without seeing you everyday
we might as well be strangers
this friendship is in danger
Track Name: History Or Fiction
there's a part of me
that questions
everything i hear
out of your mouth
everything i see
covered in doubt

i ask myself if it's history or fiction
something tells me but i'm never sure
do you love her or do you want me
do you love her or do you want me

sometimes i want you to
just lie to me until i believe in you
i'll keep playing the fool
i'll keep ignoring the rules

i ask myself if it's history or fiction
something tells me but i'm never sure
do you love her or do you want me
do you love her or do you want me
Track Name: Falling Off The Calendar
falling off the calendar
as fast as a crashing car
days feel like the same kind
i feel like i was left behind

lost another bet with my young self
thought i'd be happy like everyone else
but now i'm close to thirty five
and i just wanna take a dive

where can i hit the fast forward here
when can i erase this mortal fear
seems rude to exist for god's approval
when i always feel like a late arrival

lost another bet with my young self
thought i'd be happy like everyone else
but now i'm close to thirty five
and i just wanna take a dive
Track Name: Cupid's Bow
pierced by
an arrow
feels like
there's no
tomorrow

when he wants you
there is no answer
no other answer
other than i love you
will you come near
will you come here

cupid come
cupid went
cupid's bow
red and wet
ready yet
take me now
take me there
take me down
everywhere

when he wants you
there is no answer
no other answer
other than i love you
will you come near
will you come here

then he leaves
he throws you out
leaves you in
shadow of a doubt
take the pain
take the shame
make it rain
it's all the same

when he wants you
there is no answer
no fuckin answer
other than i love you
will you come near
will you come here

one day you'll see it
the picture cracking
the glacier sinking
and you can't take it
and you can't fake it

when he wants you
there is no answer
no fuckin answer
other than i love you
will you come near
will you come here
Track Name: Silence is Disruptive
i need the noise to deafen me
silence is disruptive
need to stop these enemies
i need a pre emptive

why do i want what i do not have
i need to stop what i cannot stop
i need to drop what i never had

pull the wool over my eyes
lights down low and static like
frequency only i can hear
and when i hear it, i disappear

why do i want what i do not have
i need to stop what i cannot stop
i need to drop what i never had
Track Name: In The Wake Of What's Happened
they all left
they all went away
separate ways
i'm standing here
still sitting here at my station
facing the wall
wondering for what it's all
they wanted
and got it
got what they needed
then they went away
and left me holding sway
holding the papers
spinning around
like a plastic bag in the air
in the wake of what's happened
i'm standing here
still sitting here at my station
facing the wall
wondering for what it's all
then they went away
and left me holding sway
holding the papers
spinning around
like a plastic bag in the air
i'm standing here
still sitting here at my station
facing the wall
wondering for what it's all
Track Name: World Shaking
there's gonna be some world shaking

he has that smile
he has that smile
like he don't care
like he's just fine
Track Name: Ticking Time Bomb
do you know who i am
i am a ticking time bomb
please detonate my body
into a hundred pieces so tiny

disappear into thin air
nothing can make me care
i used to have some hope
i used to bear it and just cope

but the years peeled away
like turpentine on fresh paint
happiness is now a stretch
and dreams are like a bad sketch

i'm a weapon of destruction
i'm not looking for a reaction
knock the living daylights out of me
blind me with your sunlight and set me free

please make me see stars
please turn my wounds into scars
and tell me when the world ends
wake me up when we're around the bend

disappear into thin air
nothing can make me care
i used to have some hope
i used to bear it and just cope

i'm a weapon of destruction
i'm not looking for a reaction
knock the living daylights out of me
blind me with your sunlight and set me free

disappear into thin air
nothing can make me care
i used to have some hope
i used to bear it and just cope