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Grow Up, Be A Good Girl

by crushinglove

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1.
Ant Sunrise 03:24
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strolling down the street of my youth and summer heat wishing on that fading star i think it's venus it's very far ant sunrise it's coming down i can feel the sunshine i just want to see you grow up, be a good girl grow up, be a good girl waiting for another sign from above it doesn't matter if there's a god or a heaven i just know i'm kind of scared ant sunrise it's coming down i can hear the trumpets calling (the angels calling) i just want to see you grow up, be a good girl grow up, be a good girl
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Beloved 04:22
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play with me, beloved take the road less travelled from the other side i can feel your body trembling, babe i can see you're not ready so you can stay waking up from dreaming still half blind from all the things you think you can see muttering some nothings your forehead's hot and sweating fire on an angel's wing i can feel your body trembling, babe i can see you're not ready so you can stay i place my finger tips on your lips and they blaze i'll make it rain i can sense your urgent need for love i can hear the sirens from up above if you want i can make them stop kiss the pain away
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Greta Garbo 03:20
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i can feel my bones getting duller i can feel my skin losing texture oh i'm done i'm finished with everyone i won't come back i'll just hide until it's time to disappear from the rear view mirror i can see things clearer lights from other cars racing at the speed of sound breaking my eardrums i brace myself for the crash i've been waiting for oh i'm done i'm finished with everyone i won't come back i'll just hide until it's time to disappear
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Charlie's Gurl 03:16
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keep waiting in the wings shaving my head for you chanting songs in your key while you're in the ring of fire desire charles i'm yours a slave for you i killed for you charles i'm yours losing faith losing trust stuck in the middle of this place turning into rust wrinkles replaced youthful grace my eyes remain the same they see through all the pain they can't see all the shame no mercy denied again
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Until I Can Believe It 03:47
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yesterday i heard the news i can't believe it's true someone told me face to face i can't believe it's true someone told me that you drowned i won't believe it's true someone told me that you're dead i won't believe it's true until i hear it from your mouth until i wash all trace of doubt until you tell me everything until i can believe it until i see you float up above until i dance on your grave until our last embrace until i can believe it just last night, we made a wish to be together still we walked alone under the stars and we held hands until until we almost melted until i hear it from your mouth until i wash all trace of doubt until you tell me everything until i can believe it until i see you float up above until i dance on your grave until our last embrace until i can believe it
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Cary 02:07
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looking like a moviestar sounding like a new guitar i can't hold you cary i can't see you cary you're so far away canadian boy someday see you in montreal see you in toronto canadian control in my blood i can't hold you cary i can't see you cary you're so far away canadian boy someday i can't hold you cary i can't see you cary you're so far away canadian boy someday
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Marzipan 02:54
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here i am at the bus stop fresh from ohio marco i'll suck your dick marco you make me sick little did i know he'll take my cat to a shelter and throw my clothes out in the street i'll suck your dick i hope you come rescue me before i troll the alley there's only so much a girl can take before she finds herself on her knees marco i'll suck your dick marco you make me sick little did i know he'll take my cat to a shelter and throw my clothes out in the street i'll suck your dick
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Crime Spree 05:29
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tonight, as i lay my head down to sleep i try to keep a promise i shouldn't keep burn every house down in this miserable town kill the people who try to turn me to their clown but i never can stop myself from imagining everything everyone must be dreading i dream of the pain ahead for someone like me and i wanna pick a shotgun and go on a crime spree so tomorrow morning, i'll load some bullets drive slowly to saint thomas university watch my classmates walk to their classes and open fire to their stupid fucking asses and when everyone's down and no one's left breathing i will run to the tower and watch the cops swarming i will wait for a while before making myself known then i will shoot my head into oblivion i never can stop myself from imagining everything everyone must be dreading i dream of the pain ahead for someone like me and i wanna pick a shotgun and go on a crime spree then i wake up and see the clock i see the date and the time is up i'm 31, no longer a teen no idea where my dreams have been everything is so different from here working nine to five with people just as weird just as bitter and angry at life showing their smiles while hiding a knife i never can stop myself from imagining everything everyone must be dreading i dream of the pain ahead for someone like me and i wanna pick a shotgun and go on a crime spree you can watch me on tv
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More Than That 03:45
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take me out out of the sun you can see me dancing, having fun take me down bullet from a gun when i fall in love it's not a hit and run i love you more than that if there's one thing i wish you got from us i love you more than that if there's one thing in this world i want leave me now while i'm still young there's no point in waiting for something sad remember all the words i said everything that left my mouth i love you more than that if there's one thing i wish you got from us i love you more than that if there's one thing in this world i want if there's one thing i wish you got from this is that i love you i love you more than the world i love you more than the stars i love you more than the air around us more than the faces we meet everyday
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Handle This 03:01
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you're the guy who sees beauty in damaged places something to renovate while you're bored of the silence but let me tell you this you can't handle this i'm beyond saving let me tell you this you can't handle me you can't repair me i know you honestly believe there's hope beyond what's real what's infront of you, shouting well that's just foolish and let me tell you this you can't handle this i'm beyond saving let me tell you this you can't handle me you can't repair me
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Husband Material 03:29
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he's a little drama queen don't know what he's doing here he's just always being mean should just fuckin disappear i'm sorry i don't have a magic wand to turn you into a different man i can't make you understand all of a sudden what it takes to be husband material he's a pretentious little twat don't see what you see in him he's a lying sociopath a boring tired ass dream he's one foot away from a grave he dug all by himself he's one foot away from being sane push him down the well i'm sorry i don't have the patience for staying another day i can't breathe life into what has never been husband material i'm sorry i don't have a magic wand to turn you into a different man i can't make you understand all of a sudden what it takes to be husband material
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The Best 03:09
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you are the best you really slay all the rest you just fuck like it's no one else's business you're so right when you said fuck the establishment they're so unfair they don't pay you close enough you just go like a marathon runner you just crawl back on top of that swimmer that's so gross but i really couldn't care less i'm falling in love does that mean this has to stop but i feel like we should be together forever but i feel like i've been washed clean of everything you're so fucked i sneaked a gun on my crotch you're the first ever love and ever shot
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Belittler 02:16
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you look down on me the words you say they shoot like arrows through every art i make belittle me, my friend i'll keep your criticism to the end belittle me, my friend i forgive but i never forget you peruse and judge it telling me what i did wrong in my mind, you really love it you really love my song belittle me, my friend i'll keep your criticism to the end belittle me, my friend i forgive but i never forget this goes out to you i bet you think this song's about you
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Rock The Boat 02:46
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you're my only friend the only one i love from all those years i spent trying to stay afloat so please stop rocking the boat if you want me to stay around so please stop rocking the boat if you want me to stay around you will stop trying to stir some ancient hurt i don't want to feel anymore you're my only friend the only one i ever trusted from all those days i was on my own you're the only friend i ever thought i needed you're the only voice i listened to in my head
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Grace of My Heart 02:38
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say goodbye miles and miles burn the streets where we meet cross your heart stop and start lie and tell truth which fell you are the grace of my heart but you make me fall apart brilliant guess heading west where the wind smells of sin leaving loss lost and toss dice and cost love the most silence turns lifetime churns in fingertips while my heart rips open shut closed and cut hedge your bets two rivers met you are the grace of my heart but you make me fall apart
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Pretty 03:19
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lying alone in this bed counting the days breathing slowly in and out thinking of ways you're not pretty you're not pretty enough that's what they say so get up wear a dress go outside ignore the rest
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Beloved (Voice of Jesus remix) 04:26
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released June 24, 2015

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