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Imaginary Loss of Muscle Memory

by crushinglove

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1.
Lad 02:41
you wanna be younger you wanna be older you wanna know what happens but the odds are getting fatter wished you luck watched you fuck you came all the way through humor is wasted on fools just like youth is wasted on schools you told me that you would be someone else if you could you wanna be younger you wanna be older you wanna know what happens but the odds are getting farther wished you luck watched you fuck you came all the way through
2.
your lips they shine when intertwined with mine your hollow cheeks they seemed to burn me blind before you left i was in your hand your fingertips they felt like surging inside my mouth and your breath i have it memorized line by line sigh by sigh you burned me blind your eyes they remind me of days of wine your brilliant words are trembled twine they rob me blind and then the night a quaking faultline inside my mind i have you memorized vein by vein sigh by sigh you burned me blind you burned me blind you burned me alive you burned me
3.
he unzips his pants and shows me his pink veiny penis I take it in my hand. It beats like a heart It is electric pulses of movements every second like it wants to say something, like it wants to spit or as if it's on the verge of tears I look up at at his face. He is proud and confident He wants me to kiss his dick, suck it make him feel good He nods in encouragement or I think I imagine him nodding He removed his glasses and his eyes burn through me like he knows me, like the sun knows the leaves in a tree or as if he's on the verge of tears I look up at at his face. He is proud and confident He wants me to kiss his dick, suck it make him feel good, make him feel fine, make him cum all over my eyes
4.
The Fap Song 01:47
i fap in the morning and i fap at night i fap to your eyes and your ass so tight fap fap fap fap fap fap when i see your text typing at me i just wanna take it out and fap hurriedly fap fap fap fap fap fap i fap in the morning and i fap at night i fap to your pale skin until i see the iight fap fap fap fap fap fap when i see your big dick bouncing at me i just wanna suck it off and jerk gently fap fap fap fap fap fap music by fooey
5.
little children they play outside in the rain sticking their tongues out teasing the sky up high while the man looks on by little children they disappear one by one their parents fears all come true their nightmares bloom one summer blue little children they play in the basement he has made and the bells tied around their necks making him feel it all
6.
Cross 02:44
i spilled a lifetime's worth of tears just to check if you could still feel but you didn't say a thing just arched your back and turned a heel and i made it alive. with no cross to bear god, i wish i had a cross to care for wish i'd lost and had a thing to search for i went alone at night, thinking it'd be the best thing for a broken heart and a broken will to go on with one's day and i made you alive. with no cross to bear god, i wish i had a cross to care for wish i'd lost and had a thing to search for
7.
stuck in a room with you stuck in this place touching my shoulder invading my space i want to take a leave of absence i want to go back to where i began the calls from old men, old folks wanting my help wanting my say wanting to hear a voice wanting to hear a friend lying until they hang up smoking in the balcony with real life nobodies an island of monkeys wanting my say wanting to hear a voice wanting to hear a friend lying until they hang up smoking in the balcony an island of monkeys
8.
My Bed 03:16
my bed beckons me to lay down and rest beckons me to be at my best when i get back to work my bed beckons me to dream when i'm dead beckons me to hear what i said today, back at work i can't stop it i can't erase it anymore i can't make it not happen 'cause it's happened before i want to quit my job i want to kill myself or kill everyone else
9.
what do you say about another trip to jerusalem what do you say about another trip to jerusalem i guess, it is a losing battle the stations have shut down the war is the sound in the air the war is the sound you hear where's your garden you planted in, you planted them where's your garden it's all caved in, they're all dead ends pulling chairs while we spin around a circle and then we stop i am left, standing around
10.
Running Away 02:34
a kiss is all it took to say that my life will be spent this way running away from your lips from the mess that you make all the lies that you throw my way got my defenses so low my knees gave i was never that brave running away i was never that brave all the lies that you say all the promises you made and the love you saved they seem to just fade all the plans best laid are now debts left unpaid running away

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released November 15, 2014

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