In My Brain: The Monkey Island and Crushinglove collaborations

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released September 20, 2016

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Track Name: In My Brain
said you were leaving
had no idea how to feel about that
you had me feeling
like a split screen de palma scene
thought i was happy
then i started thinking
i'd never see your face
felt love rushing in
like an ocean or a black hole
i feel hollow
i feel you gone away
you're still in my brain
said i was thirsty
so you went drinking with your friends
would be lovely
if you'd come home early
but you stayed up late
then lit me in a blaze
felt love rushing in
like an ocean or a black hole
i feel hollow
i feel you gone away
you're still in my brain
Track Name: Hiroshima
i want to run to your hiroshima arms
i want to kiss your chernobyl lips
i want to feel your nuclear touch
i want to be with you so fuckin much

i want to die in your violent assault
i want to hit and run amok
i want to be rail roaded with you
i want to be radio active too

don't you want to turn into a pillar of salt
don't you want to scratch at the walls
don't you want to see the world in slow motion zoom
don't you want to love with doom and gloom

your hiroshima arms
your chernobyl lips
your nuclear touch
i love you so much
Track Name: Crash
days and days
years and years
wind is where
i disappear
find a friend
and while away
find the moon
the desert waits
desert waves
crash into the other side
crash into a thousand miles

miles and miles
breath by breath
a thousand tears
from my left
swerve into
my distant right
a distant light
crash into the other side
crash into a thousand miles
Track Name: Julia
i can see you on the screen
acting up a storm
the words you say they seem
all in underscore
they say you're repeating things
they're obviously wrong
in no time you'll end the scene
i gather it won't be long
until you disappear
live your reality
live alone in a castle built of dreams
cast in bones and tabloid ink
fade away
vanish in a steam
they say you're repeating things
they're obviously wrong
in no time you'll end the scene
i gather it won't be long
eternalized
in celluloid sheen
holding court
while you're holding him
stories told that mean nothing
in the big picture of things
they say you're repeating things
they're obviously wrong
in no time you'll end the scene
i gather it won't be long
Track Name: Spencer & I
spencer and i
we drive around the lot
looking at strangers in the sky
spencer and i
we never lose our cool
stars will not fade for us tonight
looking like a goddess
looking like a queen
feeling like a human
like a human being
looking like a goddess
looking like a queen
feeling like a human
like a human being
spencer and i
he's married but i don't find anything wrong with that
spencer and i
he's my soulmate and i'm the only one who understands him
spencer
he doesn't have long
he gave his great speech
it was a masterful scene
looking like a god
looking like a king
feeling like a human
like a human being
looking like a god
looking like a king
feeling like a human
like a human being
spencer
don't leave me alone
take me with you
i'm not ready to go
but if you're leaving, i'd rather go too
everything's boring here now without you
if you're leaving, i'd rather go too
everything's boring here now without you
spencer and i
we drive around the lot
looking at strangers in the sky
spencer and i
we never lose our cool
stars will not fade for us tonight
Track Name: Almost Real
i want to be alone
with you my love
to spend my days
with no one to distract us
from touching each other
in countless ways
i know it's sad
to be craving
to be wanting
i know it's bad
to be almost braided
with the one
who has seen you
at your worst
at your softest
at your first
but it's how i feel
that this is real
i know it's sad
to be craving
to be wanting
i know it's bad
to be almost braided
with the one
who has seen you
at your worst
at your softest
at your first
but it's how i feel
that this is real
i know it's sad
to be craving
to be wanting
i know it's bad
to be almost braided
with the one
who has seen you
at your worst
at your softest
at your first
but it's almost real
and it's almost real
and it's how i feel
that it's almost real
that it's how i feel
that it's almost real
real
Track Name: Monkey Eating Eagle
i'm a monkey eating eagle
all the rage in the forest
all the rage in the city
all the rage in my heart
i'm a monkey eating eagle
my wing span's the widest
i don't care to measure
everyone tells me so
let me see where you are
i'll land on you and claw my way
into your life, into your house
this is what frenzy is
this is what fear feels like
this is when they run
this is where you run away, away
i'm a monkey eating eagle
all the rage in the forest
all the rage in the city
all the rage in my heart
i'm a monkey eating eagle
my wing span's the widest
i don't care to measure
everyone tells me so
like a maggot on a fingernail
like a maggot hanging by a thread
Track Name: Aurora Boulevard
saw you walking
aurora boulevard
footbridge shaking
the air hits us hard
you don't see me
you don't turn around

the storm is nearing
your pace
quickening
on your way to disappear

once again from me
once again from my view
you're a stranger
we are strangers
just like we started
how we'll end up
is up in the air

the storm is nearing
your pace
quickening
on your way to disappear
Track Name: Inside The Moon
you and your accent
me and my origin
never felt this way before
never felt this way before
i ask you something
you answer and you hold my hand
never felt this way before
never felt this way before
getting older by the second
take me out of this town
never felt this way before
never felt this way before
Track Name: Take It From Me
i know how it must seem
sleep took back the dream
with what we built collapsing
with both of us just leaving

but take it from me
it's better this way
staying sane
doesn't mean
take it from me
it's better this way
staying sane
doesn't mean
staying together

when the rubble has been cleared
we forget what we feared
when the skies become blue again
the ashes will reveal a friend
i wish you still will talk to me
your voice is like the air i breathe

and take it from me
it's better this way
staying sane
doesn't mean
staying here
and take it from me
it's better this way
staying sane
doesn't mean
staying here
Track Name: Something Stirring Inside Me
take your wandering eye
fold your lids and keep them dry
i won't be going out tonight
i'd rather have no one by my side
no one by my side

something stirring inside me
some kind of desire
ignore the fire and just live a lie

flipping through channels
finding nothing interesting
i'd rather bury the hatchet
set you free and try to catch it

something stirring inside me
some kind of desire
ignore the fire and just live a lie

something stirring inside me
some kind of desire
ignore the fire and just live a lie

watching the crowd outside
and getting a case of the bull's eye
makes me want to turn away
just fade and radiate
just fade and radiate

something stirring inside me
some kind of desire
ignore the fire and just live a lie

something stirring inside me
some kind of siren's cry
ignore the rescue and don't know why