Intensity

by crushinglove

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released May 10, 2017

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Track Name: Pay You
i'll pay to love me
i'll pay to hate me
no, i don't have money
i'll pay you with my life

to stand beside me
to hold my hand
pretend that i'm not
that i'm not alone
i'm not alone

please keep me company
i'm begging on my knees
take me and break me
arrange the pieces to

make someone else
you can truly love and
pretend that you're not
that you're not alone
you're not alone
Track Name: Alone & Crying
i turn around and see them smiling
their eyes bright like police sirens
strangers in love to my left
and i'm all by myself

i turn around and see them loving
i see them kissing one another
strangers in love to my right
and i'm alone for the night

alone and crying
going to be
alone and crying

i'm going to watch my shows
listen to the songs on the radio
lay my head on my pillow
alone and crying

but there's something they don't tell you
fairytales, they never come true
but there's something they don't tell you
everyone's alone
we're all just flesh and bone
everyone's a drone
we're all just flesh and bone

alone and crying
can't wait to be
alone and crying

can't wait to watch my shows
listen to the songs on the radio
lay my head on my pillow
alone and crying
Track Name: Sick Of The Sound
i can see the pattern
i can feel the shame
spiraling out of control
everyday
everyday

will you change
the way i make
myself feel alright
will you just
start a fight

i'm sick of the sound
i've lost what i've found
i've lost my way
out of the maze
out of the maze

can you change
the sounds i have made
make myself feel fine
or will you just
change the rhyme
Track Name: Everything's Ok
turn your back
turn away and leave some space
for the god
to shine some light in this forsaken place

just pretend
we're out here, quiet and safe
just think then
we're doing fine and everything's okay

there's a war
you've lost the fight before it began
keep your head
don't believe you can win back this land

just pretend
you're out here, quiet and safe
just think then
you're doing fine and everything's okay
Track Name: Are You Awake (with Monkey Island)
your back against me
you face the wall
i can hear you breathe
while i just call

are you awake
are you just pretending to be dazed
will you open
your eyes, tonight

i touch your shoulder
and nudge your back
i'm getting colder
in the sack

are you awake
are you just pretending to be dazed
will you open
your eyes, tonight
Track Name: Kiss Me First
i'm the matador
you're the raging bull
everybody's watching
everybody's waiting
for the show to begin
for the blood to start flowing
when are you going to
destroy me

kiss me first
before
you say goodbye
Track Name: Ilya
has anybody seen ilya
has anybody seen ilya
he's been gone far too long
he's been gone far too long

where are you ilya
where have you been to
you've been gone far too long
you've been gone far too long
Track Name: Handmaid (with Monkey Island)
there's an eye in your house
he's watching your every move
be careful what you say or do
i would stop if i were you
break the clocks so they don't tick tock
lock the doors so they just shut up
about you
do you say your name in the quiet way
lost in rhapsody, tangled in blue
in your doom
press the pillow tightly against you
in your room, against your womb
stop the clocks so they don't tick tock
barricade the doors so they don't get to you
in your room
in your doom
Track Name: Intensity
i want you more than you want me
isn't it obvious to see
i want love but i'm not good enough
no one would ever love me
i can't take this feeling a heartache
i breathe a sigh of relief
i can't wait for this silence to break
give me a reason to live

you tell me to stop feeling sorry for myself
it's such a waste of time
it's such a waste of mind
intensity

i need to see things in a new
way that does not blind me
i need to take charge of the blue
moods that i often seize
will you then take my shaking hand
walk me to the sea
invoke the god that i don't have
pray that the waves drown me

you tell me to stop feeling sorry for myself
it's such a waste of time
it's such a waste of mind
intensity
Track Name: Take Me Back
in my quiet moments
when i think back to those days
when you held me close and said my name
i just shut my eyes and forgot to say

that i thank you for saving me
from the fucking shit i could see
from all the voices in my head
now it's over, i'd rather be dead

i never said i loved you more than that
i never said i loved you like a heart attack
now it's too late to take me back
now it's too late to take me back