1. |
Crawling From The Inside
02:57
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you're my assassin
spying in my agency
you're my lynchpin
dynamite exploding
another dreamless morning
reeling from a nightmare
it's another fever
crawling from the inside
you're my brush with death
i tell the story to my friends
you're my silent fall
my brain's delusional
you're the falling debris
i'm a war torn country
you're a soldier in the war
while i wait from afar
it's another dreamless morning
reeling from a nightmare
it's another fever
crawling from the inside
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2. |
Reason To Be The Enemy
02:24
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i can see it in your eyes
so don't try to lie
i can tell the truth and crime
in your smile
so let's just be real to what we feel
to what we feel
there's no reason to be the enemy
the enemy
this is a whisper to relief
i can't breathe, i can't breathe
i know that nothing is real
until we can believe
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3. |
If Only
03:15
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sit beside me
crawl on the floor
answer the knock on the door
sorrow kicks in
the mourning begins
the light weakens and bends
if only you were true
if violets were blue
if only you were true
i would belong to you
lie beside me
bounce like a ball
break my heart when i fall
i want you to be
deep within me
wash like the waves in the sea
if only you were true
if violets were blue
if pianos were guitars
i would belong to you
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4. |
Effigy
03:40
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i will cast you in gold and silver
bronze and leather
my only father
remember your faults and errors
my only father
i'll sculpt your cruel grace
your smoke screen blaze
your molten face
and as your effigy stands
i'll take an axe
and rip you apart
i never forgot your sins
you never cared to hide them
forget your sins
even now that you're dead and gone
i'll never visit your grave once
even as the world ends
even as the world turns
i'll never utter your name again
to anyone
who'll ever listen
i'll sculpt your cruel grace
your smoke screen blaze
your molten face
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5. |
Ghost
02:20
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you left the room
like air escaping
the window of a prison
like a dream or a delusion
and i woke up beside you
your skin felt so rough
against my resolution and doubt
and my love
trampled like roses
the wounded petals in the street
searching like a croon
to the moon of last year
and i stood like a specter
like a ghost in the stairs
running from everything i have ever known
to be good
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6. |
Sailing, Flying High
01:56
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look on down from heaven
even the terror in your eyes
never fails to get to me
sunlight interrupts the sky
the conversation we were having
once we were drowning
now we're coasting by
sailing, flying high
sailing, flying high
sailing, flying high
look on down from heaven
even the horror you feel
never fails to get to me
sunlight stops for a while
let's hurry and bask in the sight
you embrace me so suddenly
never felt a body this close to mine
once we were drowning
now we're coasting by
sailing, flying high
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7. |
DownBoy
03:06
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i counted the days of solitude and isolation
from the whole nation
i can't keep it together, i'm restless and alone
and you're on the phone
thinking i'd be breathing down the last available sound
your hand around my neck
the lies you keep on check
this delirium is a symptom of something worse
something like a loss
consequence and cause
i must carry the cross
and let you fly away
let you die away
wither and falter on your own
i won't let you drag me down
drag me around
down boy
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8. |
Ana's Lament
02:32
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waiting for a husband
for almost a decade
raising three daughters
with the money he is sending
pretending to live like
a satisfied housewife
stuck in my own wheel
a cage to burn until
breathing in and out
gets harder as the air thins out
getting crazier by the second
feeding on lies and doubt
i'm betting on a sadness
betting on another life
one that he's living
with a another wife
this time of day, he's on video
telling me a story i already know
pretending to live like
a satisfied housewife
stuck in my own wheel
a cage to burn until
it all crashes down
collapses in this town
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9. |
Worker Bees
02:58
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these people
they don't know
how deep i am
in the shithole
i'm troubled
in a puddle
i've created
all my own
it seems to me it's only themselves they see
it seems to me they're too involved with the city
these worker bees
it seems to me
they just want to be the best they can be
too frightened
to help me
they don't know
how to ask me
but can't they see
it's obvious
that all i need
is a little push
it seems to me it's only themselves they see
it seems to me they're too involved with the city
these worker bees
it seems to me
they just want to be the best they can be
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10. |
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you were weighed but found wanting
you were never enough
you were never that tough
i always knew
i was the one for you
your eyes seen
by the unseeing god
you were weighed but found wanting
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