Loved One

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released March 16, 2017

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Track Name: Away
i want to say
some of the things
you don't want to hear
i want to lay
all the truth
that you can't clear away

i feel you
when you're near me
even if you're getting farther
away
day by day
when you're near me
even if you're getting farther
away

just can't shake
all the fear i feel right now
i just can't take
all the lies that are coming out of your mouth
so don't blame
anyone else if you wake up and i'm not there
for far too long
i let myself be spirited away

i feel you
when you're near me
even if you're getting farther
away
day by day
when you're near me
even if you're getting farther
away
Track Name: Stense
he forgot to pay
three months rent
now he finds himself
homeless again
crashing with
his nameless friends
they hate to call
him canadian
ever since his band
fell apart on him
things haven't been
the same again

stense, my friend
i wonder
do you want to
get better
stense, my friend
i wonder
i wonder

he doesn't know
which drugs to blame
they all run through
his steel blue veins
his ex wife says
she expected this
he nods and only
apologizes

stense, my friend
i wonder
do you want to
get better
stense, my friend
i wonder
i wonder
Track Name: Safe Here
baby eyes can't see in the dark
light beams can't reach and touch
i spell your name with my tears
i won't rest until i hear
you call my name
you play my game
you say my name
you're safe here
drop your armor

funeral shoes tap dance in the dark
death dreams blaze like forest fires
i carve your name on my skin
i draw blood and pour some gin
you call my name
you play my game
you say my name
you're safe here
drop your armor
tell me this is real
Track Name: Opposite Directions
choose me, marry me
let me make you happy
from someone else
these fucking words
would be so sappy
but from your mouth
i was lost in a cloud
your kisses felt
like god himself
touching my body

stranded in the middle of the road
we realize we're all alone
let's get out and start to walk
in opposite directions

fast forward to the end
with the truth
lost more than ever
i'm destitute
blood runs dry
i'm black and blue
drink til you're blank
that's what you do

car stops in the middle of the road
we realize we're all alone
let's get out and start to walk
in opposite directions

the fire burns until the rain
all memories sink down the drain
the lies turn everyone insane
in someone else's bed you've lain
take it with a grain of salt
not all of this is our fault
love dies like most things
all birds lose their wings

car stops in the middle of the road
we realize we're all alone
let's get out and start to walk
in opposite directions
Track Name: Loved Ones
he looks outside the window
people walking, not saying hello
they turn fast, walk away to leave
but slow enough for him to see

steel and concrete
where are they taking you
i hope somewhere safe
the dust in the air
my loved ones too
my loved ones too

i want to pay you back for that
let's drive around like we're mad
when do you have the time
i'm available, just bring the wine

ocean colored skies
where are they flying to
i hope somewhere safe
hell is in the air
as light as you
as light as you

steel and concrete
where are they taking you
i hope somewhere safe
the dust in the air
my loved ones too
my loved ones too
Track Name: Another To Go
hey mister
bartender
will you give me
another
no, don't judge me
not too fast
you don't know me like that

i'm a ghost
can't you tell that
i'm just waiting
to float
i'm too drunk to know
there's another
yet another
to go

i'm just here
smell my fear
i'm all ears
for someone to
pay me a
compliment
take me home
make me forget

that i'm a ghost
can't you tell that
i'm just waiting
to float
i'm too drunk to know
there's another
yet another
to go
Track Name: Hang From The Cables (with Monkey Island)
i knew from
the way you
looked at the world
around you
there was something
you were hiding
from me

glass in your hand
blood in the sand
turning the tables
glass in your hand
knife in the sand
turning the tables

i saw you
from across the room
talking to
some other girl
looking at you
like you're her savior

knife in your hand
blood in the sand
telling some fables
knife in your hand
screaming caveman
turning the tables

now you're nowhere in sight
and i'm asking everyone
have you seen him
the man who has my

life in his hand
head in the sand
hang from the cables
life in his hand
head in the sand
hang from the cables
Track Name: Obsession Compulsion
fingertips
against the hole in the wall
count one to ten
or else
the sky will fall
turn the doorknobs
and lock them again
next thing i knew
the hour came and went

3 in the morning ticks
until the sun is up
until the quake
erases this place
from the map

say a prayer
and cross my fingers twice
i saw the world end
twenty more times

obsession
compulsion
i don't know what do

obsession
compulsion
i don't know what is true

open my eyes
and there's just lonely space
get up from no sleep
to wash my face

go to work
and wish everyone is dead
just can't escape this
existential dread

obsession
compulsion
i don't know what to do

obsession
compulsion
i don't know what is true
Track Name: You Fail (with Monkey Island)
you said
it's possible
you said
it's wonderful

give me a name
give me an instance of it
of a love
without games
give me an instance of it

you fail

there's no such thing
there's just the way
we make believe

give me a name
tell me who
it's happened to
give me a name
give me an instance of it

you fail

i told you might as well
jump off a cliff
take your own life
take your pills
go home and die

give me a name
tell me who
it's happened to
give me a name
give me an instance of it

you fail
Track Name: There Is A Light That Never Goes Out (The Smiths cover)
Take me out tonight
Where there's music and there's people
Who are young and alive
Driving in your car
I never never want to go home
Because I haven't got one anymore

Take me out tonight
Because I want to see people
And I want to see life
Driving in your car
Oh please don't drop me home
Because it's not my home, it's their home
And I'm welcome no more

And if a double-decker bus
Crashes in to us
To die by your side
Is such a heavenly way to die
And if a ten ton truck
Kills the both of us
To die by your side
Well the pleasure, the privilege is mine

Take me out tonight
Take me anywhere, I don't care
I don't care, I don't care
And in the darkened underpass
I thought Oh God, my chance has come at last
But then a strange fear gripped me
And I just couldn't ask

Take me out tonight
Oh take me anywhere, I don't care
I don't care, I don't care
Driving in your car
I never never want to go home
Because I haven't got one
No, I haven't got one

And if a double-decker bus
Crashes in to us
To die by your side
Is such a heavenly way to die
And if a ten ton truck
Kills the both of us
To die by your side
Well the pleasure, the privilege is mine

Oh, there is a light and it never goes out
There is a light and it never goes out
There is a light and it never goes out
There is a light and it never goes out
There is a light and it never goes out
There is a light and it never goes out
There is a light and it never goes out
There is a light and it never goes out
There is a light and it never goes out