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Sent While Offline

by crushinglove

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1.
there's no point in wanting in life there is only waiting by the side and leaving places and people it's a boring game that's what they say it'll never come if you live like that the angel of joy the demon of choice oh brandon you don't have to go you don't have to leave you can just lay low in the air we breathe in the balcony don't worry you're fine you don't have to be someone else for me don't think so otherwise don't believe the voice inside your head or infront of your face it's just an echo of lie oh brandon you don't have to go you don't have to leave you can just lay low you don't have to breathe in the balcony we can just jump down
2.
nightmare 02:43
Take another look from my point of view what you cannot see they're screaming for something new plain as sight and sound it's just another kind of prison in your mouth You say it's just human nature to believe in sinister marauders in your sleep just don't call it a nightmare it's more than that it's a reality removed from what we've seen so far Take a brutal stab at another loss it's sure to be the story they love the most tell it to your friends tell it to your enemies Bring the conversation to its knees You say it's just human nature to believe You say it's just human nature to believe
3.
thespian 03:13
he really is an adult he knows his role he studies and portrays it like a thespian if i had a wrist, i would slit it this second for today's revelation is giving me an aching brick he hurts my eye, dust and smoke he makes me bleed he knows his pace he runs the race emotionally poured like lead like molten lava like liquid glass he is shaped by his future like there's no tomorrow he has these hands, he uses them for rain, for water and i have these reasons they block me like a television i am delusional i am a child
4.
don't worry you're safe here you can tell me what you do to your skin so you cut yourself to release some pain so you bleed a world to feel something else don't cry now you look so tired we all have problems, pieces of hell don't cover your limbs don't hide your wrists beneath your sleeves eight hours eight free hours i see, i smell the fire, the nothing me on the floor me by the door don't cry now you look so tired we all have problems, pieces of hell closing another chapter closing my open heart to road to nowhere never goes that far you know it never goes that far don't cry now you look so tired we all have problems, pieces of hell
5.
last time i kiss your breath last time i lose myself next time i see within next time i save my skin last time you tell a lie last time i fall for it next time i walk away next time i lose my faith last time i make mistakes last time i go insane next time i'll just erase next time forget my name last time i come home with last time i wake beside next time i take the hint next time i see the sign
6.
bonetired 05:40
i feel so bone tired i ache from end to end i feel so bone tired i wish that i was dead my whole life is in tatters and i am on the brink i wanna fall and shatter break and burn my wings and i am falling down while you keep flying high past above my eyeline i can't even see you anymore nothing here can turn me into what i was before not that i would be better hell, i'll be hell once more but anyway, i'm running careless i don't care about a crash i feel so bone tired i ache from end to end i feel so bone tired i wish that i was dead
7.
you take a picture of yourself in the mirror you don't even bother to smile at the camera as if you hate everyone who would see your photograph i understand how you feel i face the world with a chill you shaved your head once you looked so much sadder i'll wait for your head to shrink smaller justin the unsmiler i want to know what happened to you were you beaten as a child can i help you forget all of it justin, you can smile if you want to
8.
i saw what took place in your room late at night she was there with you your arms around her so tight i saw the way your face got brighter than crimson lace i saw the way you made love to the night so here we are in a river of no return a question without any answers any lessons to learn any fire to burn and all we need is love, you say, you love the way i need it, i need you love, you say will save this well, what a lie, what a lie it is love is what you make i saw what the truth holds for the both of us i saw the future scars two lost people in the dark well, we can just bring it to a stop to a halt let's just leave before we fall love, you say, you love the way i need it, i need you love, you say will save this well, what a lie, what a lie it is love is what you make
9.
for the ages 02:38
stolen my desire while breathing in my fire saw lunacy in the moonlight a bloody surface for tonight i didn't see it but i take it from your eyes it was a nightmare for the ages werewolves howling witches flying around in the skies you're breaking my heart in pieces scattered them in places i can't go to walking in the wrong side of the tracks chasing trains and what i lack wallowing in darkness crushing fists in my dreamless sleep and losing count of the sheep and losing count of the sheep i didn't see it but i take it from your eyes it was a nightmare for the ages
10.
playing that guitar driving in that car stranded on the phone been years since i've seen you alone nothing's been that changed every corner has remained so empty and demeaned you're still watching that tv lying on the ruin making an excuse to disassociate and leave me hanging late you're pulling me down with you you're making it all too true i thought you'd really change i thought at least for me but you're so paralyzed by all the fears you feel inside sighing in your head kissing with the dead and now, everything is done all the chances are taken on and i'm still on the line waiting for a sign from you to just appear and move me back to tears but i am just the same in the same disarray you've lifted all your pain and buried me under it doesn't really bother me that is what love is, can't you see
11.
knees 01:51
it's a lifetime ago it's a river of no return i can't see you anymore i can't cross the bridge, it's burnt they can say that love is stronger than that but i won't believe it until it's proven as fact i can't take you on your word and there's nothing that you can say to erase the lie you told i'm reminded every day you can tell me you will do everything you can try but i won't commit myself i'm getting old and i'm sure you are too i can feel my heart ache like my knees, they still knock for you
12.
looks like california feels so abnormal legs high up in the air arms thrown the side of your friend chanting words like witches like a student memorizing memorizing words go down go down upside of a downsized world be like a california girl throw it off the sea against the wall don't pass me that airless ball losslessness becomes a pain be a dear drink that champagne go down go down upside of a downsized world be like a california girl
13.
night light 03:01
shaking down breathing underwater going down to the bottom further farther losing air losing grip on reality the situation presents itself infront of me looking into your eyes so blue reflection seems to be a lie and i realize that there's nothing i want to learn from you because you are just going to last as long as i want to and you just feel like a memory starting to fade and although it feels good and although it feels right paradise heaven it's just another night it's just another light

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released October 28, 2014

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