tell me i'm good

by crushinglove

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released February 14, 2017

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Track Name: just the same
don't tell me what to say
it's not allowed to be so quiet this way
the end of days is near
and i don't want to be silent all these years

don't waste your time
playing games
don't waste your time
believing
you're just another
you're just the same
you're just a loser
you're just a name
you're the only one

the love in my heart remains
do you think your heart beats just the same
i can see it in your eyes
that steely gaze is just another disguise

your indifference is a lie
a front you fashion so there's no surprise
your love is shining through
i can feel it, i feel it for you

don't waste your time
playing games
don't waste your time
believing
you're just another
you're just the same
you're just a loser
you're just a name
you're the only one
Track Name: tell me i'm good
are you the voice
who wakes me upright
in the middle of the
the night
are you the one
whose noises i hear
in the middle of the
the night

save me
kiss me
tell me i'm good
tell me i'm good
if i don't move
a muscle
tell me i'm good
tell me i'm good

are you the one
who holds me tight
in the middle of the
the night
are you the one
who holds me until
i cry
in the middle of
the night


save me
kiss me
tell me i'm good
tell me i'm good
if i don't move
a muscle
tell me i'm good
tell me i'm good
Track Name: do you call this a life?
do you call this a life
working nine to five
working hard until you go blind
you're losing your mind

you can't go on this way
feeling what you feel
dreaming what you dream
and you're here
the world stays the same
people being mean
fearing what you fear
i'm right here

do you want this life
smiling nine to five
then turning away to roll your eyes
i'm losing my mind

do you believe the lies
crawling up the vines
wave hello and say your goodbyes
you're rolling the dice

you can't go on this way
feeling what you feel
dreaming what you dream
and you're here
the world stays the same
people being mean
fearing what you fear
i'm right here
Track Name: heart made of wood
another lonely heartbreak
for the road
another disappointment
to hold
got a wound for a soul
i've been told
it will never heal

don't say i didn't warn you about me
don't say i didn't tell you the truth
you could never scale the walls
i've built around this heart made of wood

if you've got time
to waste
if you're the sort to throw
your love away
i'm waiting down here
just knock on the door
break the windows

don't say i didn't warn you about me
don't say i didn't tell you the truth
you could never scale the walls
i've built around this heart made of wood

got something to confess
i want to love less and less
got nothing to live for
got no one to care

don't say i didn't warn you about me
don't say i didn't tell you the truth
you could never scale the walls
i've built around this heart made of wood
Track Name: i think of you dead
i don't close my eyes in pain
i just want you to evaporate
there are so many places to go
why did you choose this little hole

i hate you more than anyone i know
your face sends shivers down my spine
i think of you dead then i'm fine
i think of you dead

if you think there's a lesson to learn
in throwing shade and getting burned
well i don't know what to say to you
you might as well do what you came to do

i hate you more than anyone i know
your face sends shivers down my spine
i think of you dead then i'm fine
i think of you dead

next time we do this little dance
in the hall or some outside chance
i might try to push you into a wall
throw you out so be ready to fall

i hate you more than anyone i know
your face sends shivers down my spine
i think of you dead then i'm fine
i think of you dead

why do i always see you everywhere i go
your image in mirrors, making me low
do i need to walk in shards to get rid of you
just the thought of you making me blue

i hate you more than anyone i know
your face sends shivers down my spine
i think of you dead then i'm fine
i think of you dead
Track Name: memories written in cigarette smoke
i take a cigarette
from the pack
i carry with me
wishing you were back
from wherever hell you went to
away from my arms
that miss you
and i smoke it alone
thinking of nothing
but the past ways we made love
and embraced the morning
saying sweet nothings
while staring at each other
getting lost in the wonder
and the good fortune
of having found each other
don't tell me that was just a dream
i can still hear my name
leaving your lips
kissing your fingertips
tasting the rain
closing my eyes
and feeling the same
kind of safety
i felt when i was a kid
sleeping in the sofa
while everyone's asleep
and knowing the world
has given me something special
and thinking that life
could never get better
than this for a while
until i met you
Track Name: 35 (with monkey island)
i cannot take it
i cannot face it all
the truth about the fall
the truth about it all
when are you coming back
to answer all the questions
coming from your friends
they ask me all the time
what happened
when you said goodbye
when you took a dive
at age 35
at age 35
when you said goodbye
when you took a dive
at age 35
at age 35
alive
Track Name: put it all in your diary
you wear that blouse
out of this canary yellow house
like it's the truth about you now

i came here to tell you
there's no blowback
to this throwback
the pain you feel is nothing
you're teenagers
we are adults

you said your friend
tried to off himself
cutting ribbons
in the bathroom

it must feel fresh to wallow in
this kind of drama
i kind of miss it
the pain you feel is nothing
you're teenagers
we are adults

just deal with everyday
like it's your last
playground date
must be hard to hear what i say
put it all in your diary

i came here to tell you
there's no blowback
to this throwback
the pain you feel is nothing
you're teenagers
we are adults
Track Name: there's something in the way
i want to feel good
it's been awhile
since i've been outside

there's something in the way
there's something in the wind
it blows tonight
it feels fine to be alone
it would be nice

i want to forget
everything that's
occurred in daylight

there's something in the way
there's something in the wind
it blows tonight
it feels fine to be alone
it would be nice

i want to survive
what has defined my life
so far

there's something in the way
there's something in the way
you look tonight
it feels fine to be with you
alone tonight
Track Name: syria
i landed here
from the
burning world
sky turned black
the water
turned to smoke

i just want
what you can give
what you can't hold
what you can afford
to let go of
just let go

i am never
going to
hurt you
some may say
i want to
take over

but i'm just here
to make
my presence known
to live
another day
breathe in
breathe out

i just want
to escape it
escape it all
the ashes and the war
the ashes and the war