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the actress and the auteur

by crushinglove

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1.
eclipse 05:36
i am lonely trapped in this tower of shame i hide from the knowing gaze of a million flames if i burn will i begin to fade will you write a movie to save my name i feel like i'm nothing without the lights of the marquee will you reveal me like an eclipse in the night i am waiting lost in a reverie counting the takes and cuts from memory if i burn will i begin to fade will you write a movie to save my name i feel like i'm nothing without the lights of the marquee will you reveal me like an eclipse in the night love is not who you love love is who loves you you are not what you want so love who needs you if i burn will i begin to fade will you write a movie to save my name i feel like i'm nothing without the lights of the marquee will you reveal me like an eclipse in the night
2.
i would see a shadow dart across the room but you shook your head when i ask if you saw it too i like the bad guy until i get burnt then i look for the good guy well, you've missed your turn you've missed your turn i carried you in my heart like a piece of glass marble mountain dust you're the first, not the last i like the bad guy until i get burnt then i look for the good guy well, you've missed your turn you've missed your turn i am filled with misery didnt invent my tragedy you're just a teardrop just a blip on the radar i like the bad guy until i get burnt then i look for the good guy well, you've missed your turn you've missed your turn
3.
die free 03:03
breathe alone at night the heavy sulfurous fright i lost the key to your heart and you threw me away in the dark don't you think you can pray for me i never wanted it more i want to die be free wish when it happens, it's painless sleep and dream and thoughtless i won't be returning to this place i have lost the taste don't you think you can pray for me i never wanted it more i want to die be free i cut my hair in pieces burn my shoes, burn my dresses it's time to disappear there's nothing left to fear don't you think you can pray for me i never wanted it more i want to die be free
4.
you came up to see me then left without a word no warning in your eyes i forgot all the signs for all the things i've looked past i'm sorry for all all that was don't lay all the blame on me i am blind to what you see the room revolves around your heart you blaze through walls i played my part i stayed first i left last long after i lost your trust for all the things i've looked past i'm sorry for all all that was don't lay all the blame on me i am blind to what you see i'm just waiting for the sun to shine bright enough so it leads the way for me to make a cup of coffee for all the things i've looked past i'm sorry for all all that was don't lay all the blame on me i am blind to what you see
5.
how can you find it easy to be the one to leave be the one to win i've forgotten nothing about you about this love well, you've gotten away with murder, they say with my heart in a carry case and i say i will be your tell tale i will keep on haunting you i will keep on reminding you i've forgotten nothing about you about this love how can you find some solace to sleep alone at night sleep without the lights how can you find the wisdom to never start a fight about what's wrong or right i've forgotten nothing about you about this love
6.
your cast iron heart was broken from the start i can't piece it together and i'm not a healer of wounded men cannot make you feel like you're whole again i am tired of looking at you looking like that well, isn't it time for you to build yourself up again i know that life has dealt you with a set of cards that lost the game before it started well, it hasn't ended you're feeling sore feeling fragile after the storm i don't control the weather and i'm not a chaser of troubled men cannot make you feel like you're new again i am tired of looking at you looking like that well, isn't it time for you to build yourself up again i know that life has dealt you with a set of cards that lost the game before it started well, it hasn't ended

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released June 7, 2020

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