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Tramadoll

by crushinglove

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1.
sleep out your eyes driving all night keeping a tab on every sight know that i have a handle on things and that you can let down your chains i think i am a bit deranged if i begin to run through your veins i'm in a sea of beautiful fuzz i hope it shows i hope it lasts now, that i've been under your spell i think it's time to rise above hell pull me away pull me apart like a metal you keep that spark i'm rolling deep you are the ship i see an iceberg just hold on to me i'm in a sea of beautiful fuzz i hope it shows i hope it lasts
2.
i know i'm being a fool but it's still a game to me i will act foolishly i know i'm so lonely but it's still a game to me i won't take it seriously if it hurts then i'm the one to blame for my hurt, not for yours if it kills me i'm the one to mourn for my death and not for yours i know my life is going nowhere but it's still a game to me i will never take you in i know days will be easier but it's still a game to me watch my smile fading if it stings, then i'm the fucking bee stinging me and not you if it locks me in, then i'm the key to my happiness and not yours let's play a game, shall we i'm the devil and you're in hell let's play a game, shall we i hide and you seek me
3.
i love you more than that breaking away i love you more than that breaking away i see you more than that breaking away i see you more than that making mistakes i love you more than that
4.
drinking in the dark waiting for your spark for you to come alive for you to take a dive it's a light at the end of a tunnel putting my emotions to the edge of a funnel here's to not believing in good or evil here's to you say my name in the dark i'm the bait, you're the shark waiting for your voice leaving me with no choice it's a light at the end of a tunnel putting my emotions to the edge of a funnel here's to not believing in good or evil here's to you it's a light at the end of a tunnel putting my emotions to the edge of a funnel here's to not believing in good or evil here's to you just a blip in your radar waiting to warm you this summer to put a smile on your face to wear all that leather and lace it's a light at the end of a tunnel putting my emotions to the edge of a funnel here's to not believing in good or evil here's to you
5.
why'd you gotta be so brave i just wanna stay safe why'd you have to check it out bother with the scream and shout why can't you just call the cops why'd you have to put a stop i've told you it's not your job now all i can do is sob and that's what they say to me up to this day that i must carry the weight of being alone why'd you have to be gone not even in the morning sun i know i buried you underground but i wanna feel you around and that's what they say to me up to this day that i must carry the weight of being alone
6.
why don't you say so i was having a great time why don't you say so i was picking a ripe lime out of the garden where that snake was teasing and i was telling it about us why don't you say so if that was all i get from you why don't you say so i was just rushing to your door and into your bed where you make love adventure and i was craving heavier but sex got lousier and your lips are dryer that was my first such kiss and i wanted it to be sweet but instead it chapped my lips and my heart spiked on its tips my first such kiss was awful, i missed my first such kiss was a stranger in the midst loser in the road roller under the tree which swallows everything depending on it you left such an aftertaste it was 2 seconds of total waste and i thought very highly of you up until my first such kiss which i wanted to be sweet but instead it chapped my lips and my heart, my heart
7.
oct 1 2003 04:49
i've been anticipating october 1 2003 about to find out how strong i really am and i need you to test me if i can do it, i'll shine as bright as i can shine as long as i can bear it and i'm bound to fail just wanna be more negative so if i reach low i won't start killing myself over this i wanna see how good life can be i've been living like a monster all these years these teenage tears and god, i'm not sure you exist but if you do, help me with this
8.
tubgirl 04:38
had your hair in a mess today's the last day of your vacation thinking clearly about the animation you felt like a cartoon character just a while ago when you were giving up just about everything girl in a tub, i told you so having sex is never that total and i felt you and i saw you falling down falling like alice falling and breaking like glass combing your hair to its place today's a collective dive to reality now, thinking clearly about the man who you fucked just a while ago you felt like a dog in heat when you had your knees on the carpet girl in a tub, i told you so having sex is never that total and i felt you and i saw you burning up burning like joan burning like joan
9.
no longer 04:31
i know i get what you're thinking why you're moving away here's the last key or evidence that we were ever the same i understand i don't complain i get why you're leaving oh no oh no i no longer smile well what did you think after all these years i'd still be the same oh yes oh yes i no longer shine well what did you think after all these years i'd never change well, you're not the same we do change and you have so badly spun and disappeared i'm getting dizzy i'm getting confused by everything i'm dying inside oh no oh no i no longer smile well what did you think after all these years i'd still be the same oh yes oh yes i no longer shine well what did you think after all these years i'd never change
10.
go away 03:36
if you thought i was this perfect person maybe you should pack and go away if you thought i was going to sit this one out maybe you should hide your own say and you knew i was hell before if you have this image of one perfect couple maybe you should lose it and go away if you thought i was someone to save save yourself and go away and you knew i was hell before what made you think i would just freeze over and you knew i could hurt you before i'd hurt myself you know better than that
11.
together 02:26
i have stood somewhere solidified breathing the same air holding the same hand why can't you understand some things you don't let go like wisdom, faith and sorrow because if you do you will lose your way changing is just a way out for cowards and the brave alike and it's not a big shame to keep memories of yesterday if you hold tightly to the lover you knew all these years all this time they're still alive
12.
tramadol 04:14
(tagalog) kahit saan kahit kailan saan man pumunta saan man kumanta kahit saan kahit kailan kahit bukas kahit wala kahit hindi mo alam ito pa rin ang nararamdaman para sa iyo ito ba ang buhay na pinili mo ito ba ang buhay na para sa iyo

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released August 23, 2013

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