1. |
beautiful fuzz
04:35
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sleep out your eyes
driving all night
keeping a tab
on every sight
know that i have
a handle on things
and that you can
let down your chains
i think i am
a bit deranged
if i begin
to run through your veins
i'm in a sea
of beautiful fuzz
i hope it shows
i hope it lasts
now, that i've been
under your spell
i think it's time
to rise above hell
pull me away
pull me apart
like a metal
you keep that spark
i'm rolling deep
you are the ship
i see an iceberg
just hold on to me
i'm in a sea
of beautiful fuzz
i hope it shows
i hope it lasts
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2. |
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i know i'm being a fool but it's still a game to me
i will act foolishly
i know i'm so lonely but it's still a game to me
i won't take it seriously
if it hurts then i'm the one to blame
for my hurt, not for yours
if it kills me i'm the one to mourn
for my death and not for yours
i know my life is going nowhere but it's still a game to me
i will never take you in
i know days will be easier but it's still a game to me
watch my smile fading
if it stings, then i'm the fucking bee
stinging me and not you
if it locks me in, then i'm the key
to my happiness and not yours
let's play a game, shall we
i'm the devil and you're in hell
let's play a game, shall we
i hide and you seek me
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3. |
breaking away
02:45
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i love you more than that
breaking away
i love you more than that
breaking away
i see you more than that
breaking away
i see you more than that
making mistakes
i love you more than that
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4. |
drinking in the dark
04:49
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drinking in the dark
waiting for your spark
for you to come alive
for you to take a dive
it's a light at the end of a tunnel
putting my emotions to the edge of a funnel
here's to not believing in good or evil
here's to you
say my name in the dark
i'm the bait, you're the shark
waiting for your voice
leaving me with no choice
it's a light at the end of a tunnel
putting my emotions to the edge of a funnel
here's to not believing in good or evil
here's to you
it's a light at the end of a tunnel
putting my emotions to the edge of a funnel
here's to not believing in good or evil
here's to you
just a blip in your radar
waiting to warm you this summer
to put a smile on your face
to wear all that leather and lace
it's a light at the end of a tunnel
putting my emotions to the edge of a funnel
here's to not believing in good or evil
here's to you
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5. |
domestic disturbance
02:38
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why'd you gotta be so brave
i just wanna stay safe
why'd you have to check it out
bother with the scream and shout
why can't you just call the cops
why'd you have to put a stop
i've told you it's not your job
now all i can do is sob
and that's what they say to me up to this day
that i must carry the weight
of being alone
why'd you have to be gone
not even in the morning sun
i know i buried you underground
but i wanna feel you around
and that's what they say to me up to this day
that i must carry the weight
of being alone
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6. |
first such kiss
04:31
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why don't you say so
i was having a great time
why don't you say so
i was picking a ripe lime
out of the garden
where that snake was teasing
and i was telling it about us
why don't you say so
if that was all i get from you
why don't you say so
i was just rushing to your door
and into your bed
where you make love adventure
and i was craving heavier
but sex got lousier
and your lips are dryer
that was my first such kiss
and i wanted it to be sweet
but instead it chapped my lips
and my heart spiked on its tips
my first such kiss
was awful, i missed
my first such kiss
was a stranger in the midst
loser in the road roller
under the tree which swallows
everything depending on it
you left such an aftertaste
it was 2 seconds of total waste
and i thought very highly of you
up until
my first such kiss
which i wanted to be sweet
but instead it chapped my lips
and my heart, my heart
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7. |
oct 1 2003
04:49
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i've been anticipating
october 1 2003
about to find out
how strong i really am
and i need you to test me
if i can do it, i'll shine
as bright as i can shine
as long as i can bear it
and i'm bound to fail
just wanna be more negative
so if i reach low
i won't start killing myself over this
i wanna see how good life can be
i've been living like a monster all these years
these teenage tears
and god, i'm not sure you exist
but if you do, help me with this
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8. |
tubgirl
04:38
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had your hair in a mess
today's the last day of your vacation
thinking clearly about the animation
you felt like a cartoon character just a while ago
when you were giving up just about everything
girl in a tub, i told you so
having sex is never that total
and i felt you
and i saw you
falling down
falling like alice
falling and breaking like glass
combing your hair to its place
today's a collective dive to reality
now, thinking clearly about the man
who you fucked just a while ago
you felt like a dog in heat
when you had your knees on the carpet
girl in a tub, i told you so
having sex is never that total
and i felt you
and i saw you
burning up
burning like joan
burning like joan
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9. |
no longer
04:31
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i know
i get what you're thinking
why you're moving away
here's the last key or evidence
that we were ever the same
i understand
i don't complain
i get why you're leaving
oh no
oh no
i no longer smile
well what did you think
after all these years
i'd still be the same
oh yes
oh yes
i no longer shine
well what did you think
after all these years
i'd never change
well, you're not the same
we do change
and you have so badly
spun and disappeared
i'm getting dizzy
i'm getting confused
by everything
i'm dying inside
oh no
oh no
i no longer smile
well what did you think
after all these years
i'd still be the same
oh yes
oh yes
i no longer shine
well what did you think
after all these years
i'd never change
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10. |
go away
03:36
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if you thought i was this perfect person maybe you should pack and go away
if you thought i was going to sit this one out maybe you should hide your own say
and you knew i was hell before
if you have this image of one perfect couple maybe you should lose it and go away
if you thought i was someone to save save yourself and go away
and you knew i was hell before
what made you think i would just freeze over
and you knew i could hurt you before i'd hurt myself
you know better than that
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11. |
together
02:26
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i have stood
somewhere
solidified
breathing the same air
holding the same hand
why can't you understand
some things
you don't let go
like wisdom, faith and sorrow
because if you do
you will lose your way
changing is just a way out
for cowards and the brave alike
and it's not a big shame
to keep memories of yesterday
if you hold tightly to the lover you knew
all these years
all this time
they're still alive
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12. |
tramadol
04:14
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(tagalog)
kahit saan
kahit kailan
saan man pumunta
saan man kumanta
kahit saan
kahit kailan
kahit bukas
kahit wala
kahit hindi mo alam
ito pa rin ang nararamdaman para sa iyo
ito ba ang buhay na pinili mo
ito ba ang buhay na para sa iyo
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