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Where'd You Go, Hugo

by crushinglove

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1.
hold my heart in secret take my keys and keep it in your hand feel the time slipping like grains of sand you know you can hide in my room spend the afternoon, leave me with the moon breathe the day with me and call in sick and pretend that we're in outer space lost in a warm embrace you don't have to speak it you won't have to say anything when you're infront of me you know you can hide in my room spend the afternoon, leave me with the moon you know you can turn from your doom spend the afternoon, leave me with the moon hold my face in your palm memorize my eyes and don't forget what they say to you as i blink away the tears from my lashes so if and when you go back to the cage you built yourself you know you can hide in my room spend the afternoon, leave me with the moon
2.
i mark my territory with tears build a wall around my fears which even you cannot climb which will stand until the end of time so when you say you love me so when you say you won't change would you bet your life on it would you blink or would you stay beside me right here beside me wear my makeup like warpaint preparing for an assault outside the storm of the sun and smiles a hurricane of love and lies so when you say you want me so when you say you won't leave would you bet your life on it would you blink or would you stay beside me right here beside me
3.
blowing a cigarette into my face i guess that's your way of talking to me the smoke i can smell from the words you don't say i guess that's your way of telling me something i should already know that you would rather just let me go something i should already know that you would rather just leave me alone leaving the door wide open to me i guess that's your way of speaking aloud you refusing to look at me straight i guess it's you telling me that you lost faith i sense your animal instinct's afraid of getting into a long debate you leaving before i sound the alarm i guess that's your way of telling me something i should already know that you would rather just let me go something i should already know that you would rather just leave me alone i guess that's your way of dismissing my view finding the nearest exit and taking the stairs not waiting for me, always waiting for you
4.
my face contorted into a permanent wince eyes rolled so far back i can see my brain i hate everyone i see in this place i hate myself the most cross my heart and hope i die in a car crash with no survivors my next life better be a happy one because i can't stand to be in this kind of world find an assassin to shoot me in the head put me out of misery the horror of talking to people like you your useless worries your worthless joys i want to tear at your face i want to burn all your clothes and the worst thing is i get to do this again in two days or three it's a circle of vicious hurts a game i don't want to play anymore find a reason, any reason to kick me out of this place
5.
walk across the glass with your face on mine float up to the sky your eyes the size of the moon tonight of the stars up high please leave me alone please just take me home i don't want to stay well you paid so just say you can say what you may oh i don't want to stay well you made your own day so just lay until may oh i don't want to make love you can breathe again i won't make a sound i will just be the one waiting for the gun waiting to be crushed by my own doubt take the crazy route bile out your mouth believe every word coming out of yours have some blind faith start to see what you see with my own eyes start to hear what i hear the night makes no sense you're my only friend i don't want to stay well you paid so just say you can say what you may oh i don't want to stay well you made your own day so just lay until may oh i don't want to make love
6.
Thin Line 02:24
it's a thin line between love and hate and sane and crazy i'm sure you heard me say this before i love you do you want to hear it once more you draw a bitter heart in the sand with your name and mine throw an arrow in, parting the shape in half so i ask why i'm sure you forget everything you hear i love you you just want to feel less alone
7.
Tennis Court 06:34
they said you were dead on arrival they said you collapsed in the tennis court they said you were being driven to the morgue my heart stopped but i was poker faced through it all you left the world this mortal coil and i was left without joy we stopped talking years ago trapped in our little rooms now you've left yours and i'm still in mine let me ask you a question was there ever a time that i adored you i can't remember when i've lost track of your voice i've forgotten your face distance has flooded the space between us i want to say sorry for hating you all these years i want to say sorry for not doing everything i was the one who burned the bridges i was the one who closed my doors you were just a casualty of time i guess i never thought i was yours i want to tell you a story when i opened your cabinet drawer i saw your driver's license i saw the year you were born and i thought you were so old and i felt a chill run down my spine i now know it's the terror of losing you i now know the terror of you gone and now i feel like i'm just waiting for my turn and now i feel like i'm just waiting for my chance to be carried in a box to be carried and then burned for my ashes to be scattered for my voice to be heard i now know it's the terror of losing you i now know the terror of you gone

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released February 17, 2016

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