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narcissa
04:08
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i tend to believe
in the worst part of love
in the darkness of people
in the ravages of time
in the depths of your mind
so come rescue me from my own defeat
from my disbelief
in you
in me and you
there is nothing to the truth
that can set us free
when i have no wings
when i have broken my own heart
several times
and i have made several tries
to break the cycle
of despair
and there is no chance
of repair
but i tend to believe
in the salvation in mercy
and if you love me
i will begin to see the light
i will begin to see the light
so will you make the mountains move
will you make ocean part
so i can cross into your arms
and we can live happily
can you do that for me
will you do everything i say
will you say my name
in the dark
in the end of the world
will you still hold my hand
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2. |
nida blanca
02:49
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gown in the dirt
over my feet
in the cold snow
air tight lies
said your goodbyes
and there i float
i will never see my mom
ever again
do you even know my name
kill the night
said your goodbyes
left me alone
and in the world
where all the girls
just fly
away i go
away i float
hang my head high
i won't leave your side
i'll forever hold your hand
even in life
i will call
i will crawl
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3. |
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they say welcome back
they're thinking i'm fine
they all think they have a
connection to this line
baby all i wanna do
is keep you at arms length
now, i don't need you
but you don't know from today
but these people
they keep ringing their ears
and their fears
are just washed away
by a single lunch
they say i love you
like it's something they have to do
they call me the brightest sun
like i'm not the only one
but baby all i wanna do
is kiss the face of the earth
coz now that i'm missing you
i feel like i'm gonna burst
i feel like i'm gonna burst
but these people
they keep lying like a stroke
and their tears
are just evaporating
from down here
they say i love you
like it's something they have to do
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4. |
analyze
02:15
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in my life
i've smiled
once or twice
i lack the know how
and it's over rated
to take it with a stride
you better analyze
you better analyze
i'm sorry
the bomb drop missed
i know it ended badly
with you lying in deep snow
with a bullet buried
deep within your bones
i said, you better analyze
you better analyze
i'm freezing
standing here
over your grave
i can't say i'm shocked
like i told you
you can't treat it like a ride
you better analyze
you better analyze
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5. |
let it go
03:16
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let's not figure what we can take
love is easier to navigate
if our walls continue to burn
in the end, we'll have a lesson to learn
and our lives are different now
our beds push us further away somehow
lies are twirling in your mouth
my lips are forming one perfect pout
i know that loneliness is worse
but together, we'll only have wounds to nurse
my bones tell me it's all worth it
but my friends call me up to say
to let it go
just let it flow
just let it go
just let it flow
i can't believe the decision's mine
this is so hard, no, i'm not fine
i just don't understand
to be alone is a sad, sad crime
and i can never really cry
can your hear me die
as soon as you cry
oh my oh my
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6. |
appear
03:06
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can you show a bit more
it's not sexy anymore
it's all i see
the pain in your belief
but when the night falls down
it falls down hard
it knocks me off my spot
and i just black out
oh show yourself to me
be awful, be free
i want to see you the way you see me
i'm the land and you're the blue sea
just appear
you are frozen that way
with your hands on your lips
it's all relative
the loss in your plea
but when the night falls down
it falls down
it knocks me off my spot
and i just black out
oh show your soul to me
be needy, just bleed
i want you to see you the way you see me
i'm the land and you're the tall tree
just appear
you are frozen that way
with your hands on your lips
it's all relative
the loss in your plea
but when the night falls down
it falls down hard
it knocks me off my spot
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7. |
colder nights
02:30
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here i am again
flat on my back on cold cement
there you are again
open for the next big event
seems like yesterday
we were hunched over seeing the other
seems like that
is what i'm only capable of not doing
because my spine's been bleeding
that's why i'm here
i felt the need to pull far away from you
it's a cold night
when i could only face up to my self
it's a cold morning
when the sun shines so closely
and i'm blinded by your hand
to push it farther
is a mistake
i see myself doing
when it comes to you and me
truth and logic, i cannot see
seems like the closer i get
the more it smarts like hell
i lose interest then i lose it all
colder and colder
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8. |
yellow light
04:14
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there is a light outside my window
like a ghost or a car
i bet it's you
i bet you're waiting
for me again from a far
there's a light beneath my door
like a crack or the whore
i bet you're lighting a cigarette again
i can smell you on my sheets
i can smell you on my skin
i can see you deep inside
i can see you prick within
there's a light on the cracks
the separation between the walls
i bet it's you
i bet you're waiting for an opening
there's a light in my right
there's a light in heaven
i bet it's me
i bet i'm waiting for you from above
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9. |
next thing i knew
05:27
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you woke me up from the nightmare
i was lying in your soft mattress
you poked my side with your finger
until i saw the black sunset
next thing i knew
it was you on the floor
your eyes were fixed
to the knob of our door
it was the end of
a chapter of my youth
turning every lie
into a cold, ruthless truth
it was day after day in the hospital
you were the hostage, we're the criminal
you were no longer able to speak a thing
as a child, i was left wondering
next thing i knew
it was you in the coffin
you were beautified
like an old moviestar
and as the credits rolled
the family came tumbling
every knot you tied
every day was untangling
next thing i knew
i don't even speak to daddy
i pass him by and
he's just like everybody
and i really hate
my brother he reminds me
of my ex boyfriend
who used to beat me
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10. |
jellyfish
02:32
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jellyfish, jellyfish, i'm in your way
jellyfish, jellyfish, today's the day
jellyfish, jellyfish, come out and play
jellyfish, jellyfish, today's the day
you can wrap your hands around me
sting a bit and try to drown me
i wouldn't pull you out of the water
because i'm lonely, now, i'm lonelier
jellyfish, jellyfish, i'm in your way
jellyfish, jellyfish, today's the day
jellyfish, jellyfish, come out and play
jellyfish, jellyfish, take me away
and lovely mornings and the dark nights
i am coming, out of the light
i've been burning out of the sight
and i am crying, i have cried
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11. |
maroon
01:35
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said you were leaving
i had no idea how to feel about that
you had me feeling
like a split screen de palma
thing is i was happy
no more dishes to remind myself of
then i started thinking
that i'd never see your face again
felt love rushing in
like an ocean or a black hole
i feel hollow
i feel you gone away
but you're still in my brain
said i was thirsty
so you went fishing with your friends
you're so lovely
so you compensated
and came home early
with a bottle rocket or two
lit me in a blaze
till my face was maroon
i feel you gone away
but you're still in my brain
i would've prayed
but i'm losing my head
can you make me miss you one last time
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12. |
ring
01:58
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ring, said the phone
ring, said the voice
i have a debate
ruining my head
i have a little chord
to keep out of the thread
i'd have to burn
the body in your bed
i know the little hand
the little letters of love
but the ice in your eyes
were nowhere to be seen
blisters and boils
made you the king
you said you were glad
happy and glad
i see the surge of red blood
i'm starting to believe
a riot in the sky
won't attract angels
to fly up high
it's another revolution
waiting to happen
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13. |
christmassy
04:20
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there's something christmassy about you
maybe the way you hold me so tight
or maybe your skin, so soft and white
it makes the day so bright
i wish and wish and wish
for a brand new bike
i could ride to the ends of the earth
you say things like have a happy new year
wear red and drink your beer
you wear red shirts and red pants
and you give me gifts
you also know who's been naughty and who's been nice
you say i'm full of lies
you're just as cold as snow
like you're gonna melt if i let go
or just try to freeze me over
or make me burn in your fire
there's something christmassy about you
i'm reminded of those christmas mornings
when dad would wake with a giant bag under his eyes
and say i'm full of lies
there's something christmassy about you
i'm reminded of those christmas mornings
when i'd be spinning like a chandelier
as if some monkey had been swinging on my legs
i wish and wish and wish
for a brand new bike i could ride to the ends of the earth
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14. |
tiger dick
03:05
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wipe that smile off your lips
such innocence don't mean your safe
it's okay to be a waif
just wipe that smile off your face
they will shoot you down
they do what they can
they don't owe you a thing
they will shoot you down
and it will hurt
and you will fall
down to a crawl
they shot you down
they own you now
tiger dick
they own you now
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15. |
brick wall
03:15
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i hear the sorrow
i hear your pain
like there's no tomorrow
i'm dead at my place
but it's like i am stopped
before i can say a thing
i'm doomed to hate you
and i don't want to
there's this brick wall i've been trying to demolish
behind your back, it's behind his back
there's this knife i'm scraping with
forgive me if there are scars in your back
lashing out, i think i'm acting out
pushing the envelope like a letter
like a secret being revealed
like a death threat being read aloud
to you, to you
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