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WOMANILA

by crushinglove

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WOMANILA 03:15
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cool toys with cool hair cruel boys like anyone cares they fold they bend like good girlfriends and the city will devour you when your faith divides you into god into magic into codes into logic airless nights to shut it tight my opened legs and opened eyes loveless walks in the school grounds gentle cloaks singing hallelujah they press mute whenever the season breaks into summer they realize they will just drown in envy and in lust hallelujah
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SUNDIAL 04:03
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look away what time is it now time to wake and shake yourself up to life, to light, to death to stay, to kill, to bed think i know it he's lying his tongue off get some food from the freezer then place it down some bad weather look away what time is it now time to wake and shake yourself tough then place it over and around even now that it's darkly lit i see the way you've destroyed me time and again, over and over i see the positions of your knife in my heart, my belly, my eye my bruise, my brain, my life golden goldfish, he says but i've seen shinier look who's trying to make me happy got some lies in his mouth forming a cobweb with my feeling
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ANCHOR 03:32
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when will we meet i lie through my teeth someday i say you drive your car to the nearest bridge to shout my name i just wait i make believe that there is a way for us to meet you say in the life after i'll hold you be an anchor while you reach the stars and find who you are oh i'll be your anchor
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KEYS BEES 03:10
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waiting like a lake i'm still and silent don't wanna see your face i just get violent what are you doing here? this is not your home why do i feel fear? while clearly holding my own i've been hitting these keys spelling out my name my head's been full of bees ever since you came my room has four walls i've been trying to smash them down i stop the phone calls i cling on to the happy clown but when i see you here, up and around i breathe poison all over this friendly town i've been hitting these keys spelling out my name my head's been full of bees ever since you came i'm telling you if i can, i will smoke you out i'm warning you if i can, i will shoot you down
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ORBITS 03:35
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i open a door and see the floor my dead body laid on and my mind skipping to where i used to be an innocent child one who does not think of such awful things how does one cut how does one decide to leave one's life and orbit someone else's but that's where i am this useless gun won't help i'm afraid of pain, you know do you know this orbit is just one of such one of many i can play in the next line all i have to do is break this bone, this neck or dissolve into a color black and blue i mean, look at you you destroy the one you love how can i do the same i wanna destroy myself i wanna destroy myself more than anyone else i wanna destroy myself
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BABIES 03:22
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it all started with a whimper and it ended in a whisper a gunshot grim reaper i saw him shoot my baby and i remember i see her and she's walking like a tendril more like crawling like a star more like falling see her face she's living with her decision she's such a little baby well, it all came to a closing it all came to me and you justice the eyes in deep torment and all i can remember is a girl with metal a girl in a river of little babies i shouted to the heavens i shouted to her parents i yelled at myself because i'm a baby scared of life it all started with a whimper and it ended in a whisper i saw him shoot my baby and i remember like a star more like falling
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CANDY3Y3S 03:35
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CANDY EYES SEEING NIGHTMARES CANDY EYES SEEING MONSTERS AGAIN THE SUN IS RIGHT THERE IT'S BURNING MY SKIN ENERGY FROM WITHIN TREE TOPS TURN AGAINST NOW YOU'RE REALLY CRYING CANDY EYES LEAVING A MARK ON THE DIRTIEST STRANGERS YOU CAN FIND ON THE LOUSIEST GUYS WITH THE LOUSIEST LIES BABY BLUE EYES YOU'VE GONE ASHEN CANDY EYES LEERING OVER MY SHOULDER OVER MY FEET SITTING ON YOUR SKIN THE LIES STILL THERE LEAVING A MARK A PATHWAY FOR THE DIRTIEST STRANGERS YOU CAN FIND CANDY EYES CANDY EYES
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FIRE IN BELLY 04:41
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there's more smoke than fire and whose fault is that i sure did not do it i didn't pull your lungs out you lost your edge that's you all the way through i remember the fire in your belly when you spoke, i can see the torture my face got when you lick me clean could slash me down to my feet used to annoy me endlessly when it was burning but now, i feel my stomach churning come come down on me burn me down like the sun i'll take your cruelty come on, be my man clock says you're getting old clock says you're getting older such a sad fact of life
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OH WHY NOT I 05:26
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writing songs that no one would sing writing songs about all these useless things wrote some words for a new beginning but i am stuck so it doesn't even matter and i am lying to myself if i say that i am not scared because i am terrified of the next few years when all the people around me start dying oh why not i i am so ready oh why not i i am so ready oh why not i i am so ready oh why not i i am so ready breaking all the rules but the rules are so flimsy to begin with i see them as lines thin lines that one need not break but only erase and i am lying to everyone just like i lie to myself when i'm alone that everything will be okay and everyone really cares so oh why not i i am so ready oh why not i i am so ready oh why not i i am so ready oh why not i i am so ready i'll just die if someone can carry that fucking knife and give it to me i won't even fight i won't even hurry i'll just lie and sink bleeding oh why not i i am so ready oh why not i i am so ready oh why not i i am so ready oh why not i i am so ready
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TO THE SEA 04:28
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roses burn to strike me a hard edgy thorn and i know you hate me love me every turn and the days are brighter but the nights are too so much place to cover so much place to call am i just another stony skull to cross and the waves keep crashing back and forth to the sea to the sea i don't know who to be to the sea to the sea without you i'm free to the sea to the sea i don't know what to do to the sea to the sea without you i'm free and i just wanna leave you alone by the road drive away and never look back never look back

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released April 11, 2013

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