1. |
||||
don't greet me when you see me out
i hate everyone who loves me
don't tell me i'm your only friend
i hate everyone who loves me
don't tell me i complete your world
i will let you down just watch me
don't tell me i make you smile
i will disappear before you see me
i can never finish the game
the one you started in your dream
i can never be the same
although you're making me believe
don't greet me when you see me out
i hate everyone who loves me
don't tell me i'm your only friend
i hate everyone who loves me
don't hold my hand when we walk
i hate everyone who loves me
don't tell me we will be together
i hate everyone who loves me
i can never finish the game
the one you started in your dream
i can never be the same
although you're making me believe
|
||||
2. |
fit me
02:52
|
|||
i just float like cotton
forever anchored
by the air around you
fit me where you are
fit me where you are, my love
fit me where you are
fit me where you are, my love
i think you're imagining life without me
i think you're not liking it that much
one night, you're gonna wake up
and scream my name
i've been here all along, i'll say
fit me where you are
fit me where you are, my love
fit me where you are
fit me where you are, my love
i think you're imagining life without me
i think you're not liking it that much
here's hoping it won't be too late
when you start thinking for yourself
fit me where you are
fit me where you are, my love
fit me where you are
fit me where you are, my love
i think you're imagining life without me
i think you're not liking it that much
|
||||
3. |
why do you keep
02:30
|
|||
the night grows dark and restless
my crescent heart calls
yet i've never known a full moon
roaming these twisted halls
why do you keep on calling my name
why do you keep
on believing i've stayed the same
why do you keep
on holding on to that picture
why do you keep
on falling deeper
my ears ring with looming breaths
of saints unsung and unmartyred
trembling like a strand of your hair
alone and minutes from disappearing
a rope brushes against my neck
temptation to end it all
why do you keep on calling my name
why do you keep
on believing i've stayed the same
why do you keep
on holding on to that picture
why do you keep
on falling deeper
|
||||
4. |
be here tomorrow
02:35
|
|||
here you go again
you're flaring
and i'm frozen
you throw yet another
overused insult my way
i won't be here tomorrow
i won't be here tomorrow
i won't be here tomorrow
i won't be here tomorrow
its effect on me
starting to wear off
you roll away
but i chase you down
i won't be left,
this time around
i won't be here tomorrow
i won't be here tomorrow
i won't be here tomorrow
i won't be here tomorrow
i explain myself
while you pick a pain
and you just
rub it in my face
i curse you
and hurt you again
you hit the walls
and it smarts like hell
let's just watch the moon rise
at least until the light dies
you send a kiss through flight
i try to catch but it's out of sight
out of mind
out of sight
out of mind
you smile and pretend it's a fluke
but i noticed that second look
what does it mean when you look away
what does it mean, that smirk you made
|
||||
5. |
||||
i just came to tell you one last thing
i know the troubles only love can bring
i know the errors one can make from afar
it's just like mistaking planes for stars
i can hear the lies you say
i'll believe you someday
i can see it in your eyes
you might think that it's all true
biting off what you can't chew
do you even realize
i'll be praying you can find
in this world, some peace of mind
i can see it in your eyes
by the tender way you held my hand
i was tempted to give you another chance
would have given up all my dreams
if only it was exactly as it seems
but now i know that your design
is nothing that can be mine
i can see it in your eyes
you'll say that you'll try to prove
but you're just pushing what cannot move
do you even realize
i'll be praying you can find
in this world, some peace of mind
i can see it in your eyes
i can hear the lies you say
i'll believe you someday
i can see it in your eyes
you might think that it's all true
biting off what you can't chew
do you even realize
i'll be praying you can find
in this world, some peace of mind
i can see it in your eyes
|
||||
6. |
this is how i lost you
03:34
|
|||
this is how i lost you
how i managed to
see the light of day
when you went away
when you disappeared
just like a perfect crime
i woke from a dream
and everything's at it seems
i know it's all a lie
i closed my eyes shut
and i'm still in the dark
just like last night
then now i see you
with all the scars and shadows
take away the blood and marrow
it's all the same thing
the sun is still the sun
no matter how fun
the nights are
the nights are
i walk into the scene
of the last time you lie
you could only make me feel
like i've lost my mind
i break all the mirrors
and suddenly, i step into the light
never did i imagine
that the truth can be this bright
|
||||
7. |
i will rip your soul out
05:36
|
|||
i said i didn't want to go
you go and have a good time
but you twist my arm
and i come with you while you drive
it's never gonna happen
it's never gonna happen
with my hand in yours, i felt like sinking
i knew i was safe because you were with me
the shine of the sword will be reflected in your eyes
it's never gonna happen
it's never gonna happen
your friends delight
in your appearance
i lose you now in the big crowd
i stick myself to the wall
like a gum, i hold on
they like you so much more
and i know what they're saying
what they see as your shadow
you hold so much promise
and your smile is almost blinding
it's never gonna happen
it's never gonna happen
it's never gonna happen
it's never gonna happen
|
||||
8. |
sullen bed
02:41
|
|||
she's so beautiful inside out
you wanna punch her right in the mouth
you think her face can launch a thousand ships
and you have a thousand promises you'd never keep
so ruthless in her delivery of love
might try to lose me in the process
i know you want all the rain for yourself
if i was really the black soul that you say i am
i will tip you over
another loss to row your boat faster for
i don't think i can love you anymore
it would take your whole life
for you to roll out of your sullen bed
if i was really the black soul that you say i am
|
||||
9. |
bully
04:09
|
|||
and the grave keeps tilting around
a brave new man standing his ground
and the sun reflected on his skin
a poor judgement i made in a whim
and i call out
bully
can you come out and pray
before you melt and die
you crawl up my spine
and a withered lullaby
no surroundings, you know why
but he's not that into you
and if you chase, you're a fool
and i call out
bully
can you come out and play
before you melt and die
you crawl up my spine
you crawl up my spine
a poor man's grave
a sullen page
and i'm reading your part
you can ignore my broken heart
you can ignore my broken heart
and i call out
bully
can you come out and pray
before you melt and die
you crawl up my spine
|
||||
10. |
abductor
02:49
|
|||
if i go don't tell me
where i'll land
if i go don't tell me
what you want
baby, it's time to go
baby, it's time, i think so
baby, it's time to leave
baby, just come with me
i fear i'm not so real
when baby, you're not here
so baby, just hold my hand
i wish you'd understand
i need you like air, like water
so basic like belief
just give me your hand
hand me your fist
don't reach for my throat
don't reach for my wrist
just give me your hand
just give me your soul
i won't save your life
if you don't take your own
baby, it's time to go
baby, it's time, i think so
|
||||
11. |
but this world
02:32
|
|||
some kind of cloud is hovering
pink, with a stroke of blue
this world is on to you
this world is on to you
careful not to step on someone else's shoe
another mile and we're done
this world is on to us
i'm going to heaven
i'm going to hell
i'm going deep to the very middle
there's just not enough
i'd take you with me
i'd clutch my bags
and you'd go with me
i'm digging to china
|
||||
12. |
sisters
02:47
|
|||
she hasn't lied because she can't squeeze a thing
out of your thin cotton pocket
she hasn't lied because she is searching for your smooth leather wallet
you only love her because you only see what she shows
you gotta wait for all the shocking low blows
and god help you
if you survive
she'll keep on coming until you kick her out of your life
sisters talk shit
sisters who hit
sisters who think
they are nurturing
sisters who pout
sisters who doubt
sisters they never talk about
you only love her because you only see what she shows
you gotta wait for all the shocking low blows
and god help you
god help you
god help you
god help you
|
||||
13. |
subgirlies
02:57
|
|||
they walk around
feet on the ground
fingers in their mouths
careful not to sound
so careful it hurts
in a world full of dirt
it's getting harder for
the suburban girls
circling about
every new boy in town
home, school, church
turning smiles into frowns
curly hair, caramel
eyes like darts from hell
curly hair, caramel
eyes like darts from hell
slowly getting used to
being worshipped around here
all the kisses thrown your way
cover moments you evaporate
curly hair, caramel
eyes like darts from hell
|
||||
14. |
ghosthouse
05:31
|
|||
this house is made of wood
one spark can burn it to the ground
and i'm inside the bedroom
sleeping on your side of the mattress
and i'm not terribly on edge
because i know you won't be here tonight
in here in this ghosthouse
in here in this ghosthouse
in here in this ghosthouse
in here in this ghosthouse
you fell down the stairs
and you chose to stay there
and i'm left searching the halls
for a sign of your remains
but you're still in limbo
deciding what to do
last night, i buried you
with your family and friends
then i smashed your tombstone
because you left me alone
i can't just see your death
and move on living this way
now i hear your voice
it's your fault, they seem to say
you should've driven like a madman
but the hospital was a mile away
it was a difficult twist of fate
i was driving like the wind
so quick i almost left myself
in here in this ghosthouse
|
Streaming and Download help
If you like crushinglove, you may also like:
Bandcamp Daily your guide to the world of Bandcamp