1. |
terminatrix
03:42
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forgot where i was for a moment
forgive me for losing my place
where do i go from here
where do you want me to appear
move my body to the shape you wanted
break my bones
leave me on my own
to pick up the pieces
and remember my name
play your game
leave me with all the shame
of having been your slave
consented
degraded
humiliated
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2. |
sinister
03:02
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you came with sinister eyes
your intentions are clear
you wanted to stay here
you came to destroy our love
demolish our trust
replace it with lust
i know he's powerless against it
after all he's just a man and he wanted
so much more than i can give
that i can hold on with love
so i'm choosing to forgive
but i cannot forget
the love we shared
the cold nights we made warm
so i'm choosing to forgive
i'm choosing to forgive
but i cannot regret
the love we shared
the cold nights we made warm
i'm choosing to forgive your love
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3. |
dead end desire
02:16
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what is this
dead end desire
i feel in myself
i want to be
split in three
pushed into darkness
pushed into nothing
tell me what to do
tell me who to be
i want you
nothing else
to be
inside of me
rearrange
my cellular activity
pour my soul out
fill me up
like an empty cup
take a drink
pass me around
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4. |
recreational
02:56
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I lost the plot
And house and lot
What with the
recreational drugs
You ask what's the
rationale
Behind the plan
To take myself down
From the branch
of tree
Designed to break
From the very start
I have to say
I will never be
Able to
Come up with
the reasons
Bad enough
To come back to you
Despair doesn't mean
Reciprocating
Or reproducing
What was always imagined
So I may decide
To bury my hand
Under the sand
Rather than hold
You
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5. |
allegiance
03:09
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please believe me
i could swear it forever
i'm capable of it
i lay my life on this
my allegiance to you
i could live for us two
i promise my hand
i hope you understand
please believe me
don't look at my history
i'm blameless in it
i was a victim of it
my allegiance is with you
i'd be happy with us two
i promise my hand
i hope you understand
my allegiance to you
i could live for us two
i promise my hand
i hope you understand
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6. |
hologram
02:25
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I saw a vision
Sparkling in the dark
My eyes were playing
A trick on me
I knew you weren't there
You could never be
You left this reality
So someone made
A hologram of you
An oasis to keep me
Wishing it was true
But the tendrils of
Reality keeps choking me
Holding me down
Dragging my gown
Setting it on fire
Staining me
Blood red river
Deep sea diver
I saw a vision
As I was losing air
I saw the darkness
Under the water
You were lonely
In the bottom of the ocean
I made it my mission
To rescue you
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7. |
pessimist
02:21
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i was always the lonely one
i was just happy to wait
i thought i had more time
i was born a pessimist
but i'm changing my tactic
i'm looking ahead
not waiting in my bed
i was always the jealous one
i was just happy observing
happy believing in nothing
i was born a pessimist
but i'm changing my tactic
trying hope for a change
choosing once to engage
i was born a pessimist
but i'm changing my tactic
i'm looking ahead
not waiting in my bed
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8. |
to love me
03:44
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i wish that i could say
all the things i've been thinking about
my body falling to the ground
blood spilling out of my mouth
but then i think
will anyone listen
will anyone care
extend a hand
and understand
no one really dares
to know the truth about
what is killing you
it's like we're born afraid
of what our bodies crave
but then i think
will anyone listen
will anyone care
extend a hand
and understand
no one really dares
to love me
no one really cares
to get me through this
in one piece
in one piece
but then i think
will anyone listen
will anyone care
extend a hand
and understand
no one really dares
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9. |
broken clock
02:40
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tick tock away
tick tock away
broken clock
ain't broken
twice in a day
broken clock
ain't broke enough
time passes by
til it's time
to die
til it says
you've got no time
left in you
so have you lived your life
it ends sooner rather than later
it's done like that
just like that
couldn't be fast enough
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10. |
surge
02:44
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i can feel the surge
bubbling underneath the hurt
i can't tell from your face
if i'm alone
am i the only one who can't begin to feel okay
i'm not okay
i can feel the surge
hiding behind a world of hurt
i can't tell from your face
if i'm alone
am i the only one who can't begin to feel okay
i'm not okay
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