went home alone again
still inside the bubble of
the lonely regiment
i imposed on myself forever
i took it as a sign when no one
would ask me out
that i deserved just hatred
and self doubt
just hatred
and self doubt
i can't understand
i don't believe in a god
who will want for me to shout
inside my mind
my brain exists to underscore
every pain i feel
tormented like a demon in my bed
like a demon in my head
going back to work again
not knowing why i'm bothering
to make money, what for am i living
what for am i saving
what life is waiting on the other side of struggling
to keep afloat
to keep abreast
with the new ways to make myself such a better, so much better, such a better individual
i can't understand
i don't believe in a god
who will want for me to shout
inside my mind
my brain exists to underscore
every pain i feel
tormented like a demon in my bed
like a demon in my head
Crown Plaza make vibey, highly melodic guitar-driven indie rock augmented with clever lyrics and beautiful harmonies. Bandcamp New & Notable Nov 21, 2019