i open a door
and see the floor
my dead body laid on
and my mind skipping to
where i used to be
an innocent child
one who does not think
of such awful things
how does one cut
how does one decide
to leave one's life
and orbit someone else's
but that's where i am
this useless gun won't help
i'm afraid of pain, you know
do you know
this orbit is just one of such
one of many
i can play in the next line
all i have to do is
break this bone, this neck
or dissolve into a color
black and blue
i mean, look at you
you destroy the one you love
how can i do the same
i wanna destroy myself
i wanna destroy myself
more than anyone else
i wanna destroy myself
Crown Plaza make vibey, highly melodic guitar-driven indie rock augmented with clever lyrics and beautiful harmonies. Bandcamp New & Notable Nov 21, 2019